need a boyfriend please thank you for your time.

I'm home for the holidays but now I just want to get back to my apartment lol. I'll probably be leaving tomorrow night.

Just wanted to give a quick update. So as the months went on this semester, my work picked up a bit and I lost interest in competitive FFR...for the billionth time lol. It's kind of sad since I was actually at a point where I was just as good as a used to be. oh well~

I finished out my semester strong, got a 4.0 GPA. I'm ready to start next semester and have motivation toward my goal of applying to schools in 2016.

For this next year I'm going to work on balancing my time a bit better because I don't think I am putting in enough time to socialize. I participated in a really fun human vs. zombies game on my campus and made a few friends and I also played "quidditch" for the very first time as well last semester. Going out of my way to just do fun things like that should be normal. I shouldn't be able to count the occasions on one hand so next year I'm going to work on including more exercise/fun time into my schedule.

My first big exams are Friday of this week.

Why do they all have to be on the same day though? T.T

Just finished the first three weeks of my math classes. Two of my classes are actually going very well :3

However, I feel like I'm so fucking lost in one of them already despite the inordinate amount of time I've put into learning the material we've been covering. I guess I'll just have to keep working at it.

But yeah, I'm not by any means dying which is a relief. I was scared that coming back after a couple years off was going to be bad.

~

i'm having this like, severe bout of self-doubt where I think I've made a bad decision and I'm too dumb to even succeed at this.

:(

I hope I surprise myself.

Either way it's nice to be back in Gainesville I suppose.