Well, today rocked. I feel like I haven't failed at anything yet today. Well, except that I played one song and got a good on the first note, then got all perfects the rest of the way through for the BF, oh well, I've pretty much stopped caring about my scores on easy songs.

And the best part of the day happened after my Geography class, but before my History class. I was just leaving the lunchroom, and noticed someone on one of the computers around there, and it was exactly who I was hoping I'd see. This time, she gave me a hug even though her boyfriend was standing right next to us. I've noticed by reading the blogs of hers that I don't have to be on her preferred list to be able to read on myspace that she may have had some unhappy times with him, yet she still says she loves him, but love is blind, and I figure there's a very high chance she'll break up with him someday.

I was later saddened that after History, I waited around for about 15 minutes where I often see her on Mondays and Wednesdays, and I didn't see her there, oh well, at least I got about 5 minutes with her an hour before that. This still didn't make me feel that great, though.

You know, those ones below where I say they're my horrible paint skills? Anyway, those that pay very close attention to it may have noticed a slight change in it today. That's right, I changed something in it, and each little box in it actually represents something I've accomplished here on the site. 10,000 credits to anyone who can figure out how I determined which pic in my sword category to use, since I know no one could have any hope of ever figuring it out lol.

Ok, even with that big warning on the new chat, I still see spam in it, like this: http://img50.imageshack.us/img50/645/profilespam1bx7.jpg

I also don't see anyone that can do anything it there, but whatever, I prefer radio or MP chat anyway.

Anyway, back to checking the actual length of more songs.

I don't think I have enough yet.:) I only have 3, and probably one more soon, since the awesome colt.45 is going to get me yet another one, then I'll have 4. That's so many FFR shirts that I doubt I'll get any more than that, except maybe one of the staff shirts, that I know exist from seeing topics on the home page.

Speaking of the home page, I've noticed this "I didn't realize it was this much" thread since around when I said how much spam there has been in FFR Unified Profile Chat, and now, they made a new version of it that says stuff at the top so it looks like they're really trying to discourage people from making it the spam fast it was before. I really do think that topic was related to this, with its title meaning that someone didn't realize it was that much spam.

***No staff members are allowed beyond this point. Any that read even a single word below this will have their name reported by me to the devil. And don't think you can hide from me.=]***

Oh well, I guess I'll find out if I ever become a staff member, which, I can still dream, can't I? Yea, TheRapingDragon would probably be a better forum mod than me, and JX sure is great at helping out this site with all kings of things, and could easily be on his way into the staff, and I consider this huge competition, but I actually can't think of too many other people that look like that strong of candidates offhand, but I'd rather be an MP mod anyway, and I'm probably one of the best good people left that the staff members know that frequents MP, so maybe I have a chance, but I'm not going to hold my breath on them adding any more MP mods until the beginning of next year. Oh well, more time to whore it up to increase my chances, since I only have about 2600 MP games so far between all my accounts, even though I just started in January. Still, I don't really see the disadvantage to having an extra MP mod if they're not going to do anything wrong, and there are way too many times when my MP room gets spammed up and there are no mods in sight, but what am I to argue. I'm probably just wishing that I were one, when, in reality, I've probably got another 5000 MP games to go before then.:(

I never believe this kind of thing is actually true, but it seems kind of like one monstrous coincidence if it's not. One day, I got my fortune out of a fortune cookie, and it said to remember the day 3 months from now, and that something good would happen on that day. I immediately thought that r2 might be released that day. Soon afterwards, they announced the release date of r2, and it was one day before the 3-month mark from the fortune. However, they did it just a few minutes past midnight on they day they said, so it really was on the predicted date.

Now, today, I got another fortune, and it said, "Expect a change for the better in job or status in the future." I immediately thought of being a staff member here, and now, well, I think I've made it obvious by now without saying it. Yes, I know I'm not supposed to ask for this kind of thing, but a lot of them would consider this a big tl;dr, and not know about this whole thing, even though I'm convinced at least one staff member has been reading this stuff. Well, maybe I could go back up there and put a "No staff members beyond this point" rofl, even though that kind of thing only makes people want to continue more. Is it really the end of the world if they read this though? I mean, I figure they pretty much all have figured it out anyway, and I used to think the reason they discouraged asking to be modded was just b/c it showed total ignorance in that people needed to know that they could really only get modded at a time when they decided they needed a new mod, not just add people whenever if they thought they were good or anything. Now, I believe they're more to it than that, but I've done a horrible job of hiding it, anyway. Any place in the forums where I talk about this goal where I don't say what it is, it's about becoming a staff member. Same thing with my profile, also lol. I was a noob that gave it away when I first started trying and some other noob posted a phony description of how to actually increase your chances, so I followed that for a while, and made an idiot of myself as everyone figured out what I was doing. Now that I know the tass description, I've been doing somewhat better, but I still think just about everyone knows by now, unless they're not as good at figuring this kind of thing out as I'd think a lot of people would be. Well, maybe new people don't know, but I think most people with over 1000 posts do, and that would include most of the people that would really matter here.

Oh well, I'll never give up. I'll keep running tourneys, updating my best average rank and # of AAAs threads, working on that whole tier system/the brand new top players list, and this weekend I'll even make a list of the actual length of every song in FFR, since many of them are not the times they say they are. I pretty much do nothing other than this site anymore, I am so determined. Even since when reverse came out in MP, it was not too long after Christmas, and I hadn't really played my new Wii that much, but that's unimportant to me, FFR matters so much more. I've quit doing way too much to put more effort into this site. Oh well, I'll get back to all that other cool stuff some day I guess.

Now, I feel like I either shouldn't post it, or I should post it somewhere off this site, since the staff will find out about it, so it will reduce my chances, so this is doing me a bad thing, but whatever, it will hopefully be interesting for some people to read, (I hope) even though, I don't really see what good it does me. I don't want to feel like I wasted all this time, though, but I'm kind of doubting myself. Oh well, JX is more awesome than me and probably therefore more deserving lol, even though I'm a huge noob now, since that probably just reduced my chances even more...what am I doing? Oh god, this is now like my horrible stuff that the teacher doesn't know about that someone can blackmail me about. Ack, all I'm doing is making this worse, I better stop now, or else, I'll probably say something so bad I'll end up getting banned or something at this rate rofl.

The End! (Wow, that was my subject?)

P.S.: I thought of something good this will do me, an awesome thing I'll like to read sometime in the future.:)

Well, today rocked. I spent forever making a list of how many AAAs each song in FFR had, which should up my chances of achieving "my goal." Part of why it took forever was that it involved booflagging every song that had at least 200 AAAs. This wasn't even the best part. I saw that girl again...and I was wearing my thin, short-sleeved new FFR shirt with the top 1000 players on it. She felt so warm and awesome when she wrapped her arms around me this time. The only thing that really bothers me about what I've done today is what I haven't done...homework. I really need to get started on it soon.