Posted on: December 11, 2014, at 02:17:21am [0 comments]
By the time i'm 25, if all goes well. (sun)
Posted on: March 12, 2014, at 04:13:49pm [0 comments]
Rameses B - Glitch Hop 110bpm Mix
**This playlist contains 5 tracks, total time: 22.45**
1. Bring Me To Life (Ft. Charlotte Haining)
2. Pulsefire Ezreal
3. Safe Haven
5. Full Force
Posted on: February 28, 2014, at 08:12:57pm [3 comments]
ITS DONE. IT'S FUCKING DONE.
And did it one month shy of my 3-year mark.
Posted on: October 26, 2013, at 04:55:00pm [0 comments]
- FFR Official Tournament VI: Division 4 - Top 8
- FFR Official Tournament VII: Division 5 - Participant
- FFR Official Tournament VIII: Division 5 - Participant
- FFR Official Tournament IX: Division 6 - Participant
- FFR Official Tournament X: Division 6 - Participant
Posted on: December 3, 2011, at 09:34:46am [41 comments]
I was considering to commit suicide for a few days but i'm okay now. Not to say i'm completely okay, but i won't be leaving FFR on killing myself.
~~~Here's some things i'd like to let everyone know about me, that's probably the last thing you'd expect:~~~
-I deal with insomnia, OCD, schizophrenia, and major-depressive disorder.
-I'm a cutter.
-I've attempted suicide a total of 6 times (The first of which being January 23rd, 2009), and ended up in the hospital 4 of those times.
- My parents are abusive, physically and verbally (well, at the same time.)
-I deal with anorexia and bulimia.
-I'd rather be alone in my room most of the time than having a social life.
-I've been on anti-depressants since March 23, 2011. Not only do they not help, but I've used them to overdose, many times. And i ended up in the hospital twice for it.
-I hate the sound of my own voice.
Thanks to everyone who helped me over the last day or two: I can't even beging to place names, you've all been so amazing and irreplacable. <3 It's cause of you all that i'm still standing.
4/28/12: I'm doing much much better. (: