So, you know how you're supposed to have a "happy new year?" Well, that isn't so with me. My year started great up until my mom got her devastating lupus diagnosis. Then the doctors told her they caught it too late. She's been super sick and it kills me seeing her that way. Well then she gets Pleurisy to boot. So she has damage to her lungs, possibly her heart, her brain, her muscles and joints, and possibly her eyes. Well, come to find out, we have to prepare ourselves for the inevitable because she keeps getting worse instead of better despite being on powerful medications. So yea, this is by far the worst year ever and I have a bad feeling it's only going to get worse... I seriously wish it was me getting sick, not my mom :/

Well as some of you know, I have been on here about 10 years now. I think it's time I retire from playing FFR. I'll still come on to keep in contact with my friends on here but I will no longer be playing. I have so much going on with schooling and taking care of my ailing mother that I haven't the time to play as much as I once did. So in order to make sure I pass my classes and to ensure that I spend as much time with my mother as possible, I plan to keep my visitations on here to a minimum. So, thank you FFR, it's been a pleasure! :)

I know I'm 2 days early but I won't be on tomorrow or Thursday so I'll say it now. I would like to wish all of my friends and fellow FFR members a very merry Christmas and a wonderful new year! :)

On September 23rd, 2014, my goddaughter Riley Renee, was welcomed into the world at 6lb 6oz and 19 inches long!! I'm seriously on cloud 9 right now!!! :D


Update: My goddaughter is finally home after being in the hospital a little less than a week! :D <3

What started out as my unborn Goddaughter's death sentence has taken a 360 degree turn. As some of you know, she had a split in her brain and the four ventricles in her brain. Well the good news is: The problems fixed itself, she no longer has the problem, and no longer needs surgery after birth! I'm so excited about it!! I mean she'll still have a disability, but that just makes her an even bigger miracle to all who love her! :) I love you Riley Renee and can't wait to greet you into this world in a couple weeks!!! :D <3