I wrote this to my husband earlier tonight to express how much I love and appreciate him... I hope it got my message through loud and clear :) ♥:


My dearest Jared,

I know I come off as a heartless person sometimes, and I know I upset or hurt you and you know I don't mean to and you know I can be a jerk at times too. Well through it all I know I've been a jerk and I've been heartless at times but you know I love you. You definitely don't deserve the way I've been treating you. I know I have to change because all we have could be gone if I don't. I promise you that I will try my hardest and then even more to change how I am to you because you're the best thing to ever happen to me besides being saved and without you, I'm incomplete. You've been there for me through thick and thin and this is how I repay you? I should be treating you better and I should be thanking you. A simple thank you would even work. Jared I love you more than you will EVER know and I just want everything between us to be ok and I'll do whatever it takes for that to be possible. I hate knowing that I hurt you and everything so to fix it, I'll thank you for being there for me more often and I'll express how much I love you more than I do because you deserve the best and I want to be the one to give you the best because knowing that if I don't change that it could be the end of us and you'd move on, that hurts because I want to be your one and only and not some other girl (as possessive as that sounds) because I love you like no other has loved you before and that's NEVER gonna change. Jared Micheal Louis Warren, I LOVE YOU!!! And I'll scream it from the rooftops if I must to get my message through and clear ♥ You're my world, my everything, the love of my life, and my soulmate and I'll do whatever it takes to make and keep you happy! I love you with my whole heart and you're the reason I look forward to waking up in the morning because I know that sometime in the day, I'll see you and you know how to brighten even my worst days. You stuck by me when I was at my weakest point in life and you still stick by me through everything no matter how good or bad it may be and for that, I thank you. I thank you for being there for me and I thank you for loving me even when I don't deserve your love. You give me chance after chance and you always forgive me and give me another chance with open arms. Jared, I love you baby and we'll get through this if we stick together and work as a team and there's no one I'd rather be on a team with than you ♥ I love you forever and always ♥

Love,

Chels ♥

So I finally got my new phone and my new number :) If you want to text feel free to ask for it but warning I will not hand it to you if I think you're a creeper :)

So as August comes closer I get more excited. Jared and I are renewing our vows in August and today I found my wedding dress now all that's left is to buy it :) It's all becoming so real and it's extremely exciting :) I can't wait to exchange our vows in front of family and friends this time around!!! I'm so excited!!! :D <3

Just figured I'd say this: People on this site are complete assholes :/

I redownloaded and made my own steam account and am quite excited about it!! :D