Heyy bitches you can call me either mandie or maddie whatever you choose :) thank you. yes im single.and i am staying that way for awhile. unless u make me feel different then i have before :) love to me could be the most amazing thing ever and yet could also be the very thing that ends up killing me. my friends are absoutely my life i would be devastated and dead without them. my life contains excitements that make me cry and laugh throughout the day everyday. i absoutely love gore shit anything that has to do with that im obsessed with :) hahah i love bmth idc wtf you say. i love creepy music, techno, heavy metal, alternative rock, basically anything but SOME rap and fuck country i hate that shit! im fucking real no matter wtf you bitches say. my uncle bill is always there for me. he says that my father is just a kid and doesnt even wanna be a father. hes not a good role model. and i do nothing wrong. because all he does is hurt me. now my mother and step dad on the other side. theyre the ones who are always there for me. theyre trying to teach me how to grow up because in less then a year now im going to be graduating and moving out. and i need to grow up i admit i really do. yes im not skinny like everybody else. but who the fuck cares..im starting to learn to love my body even if the world doesnt. yes i know im not as pretty as everybody but idfc about that either. so you shouldnt :) well i need to go think of more to write :) so laters :)