Yeah title says it all, I honestly used to want to get on and play but now it's just become a chore and no break can stop the game from becoming a chore at this point tbh. I've tried stuff like playing lower star maps or playing meme maps, and trying wacky things, but even then I can't get myself to have the same fun I was having in November - Early December.

I also get really mad at myself when I underperform and it's hard to not have a negative mindset on a bad day. The only thing that remotely gets me excited is gaining ranks but then it's going back to a day of playing the game like I'm doing a chore.


So yeah just decided to post this RT for a quick update.

whoever thought making slashmaid was a good idea

nice

.em tsurt suoicerp s'ti ylevitcudorp emit siht esu og .eerf oot er'uoy ,dias tihs siht tahw daer yllautca ot emit eht ekat uoy did kcuf eht yhw

watch plz

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_17Nwti22nw&t=42s