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Brilliant Dynamite Neon
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Location:Kozuki City, Canary Islands
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About me:
Hey there, stranger. They call me Kai. I make things happen around here, or at least I used to. In my mind, I'm an Armei, a cute anthropomorphic alien cat/fox hybrid thing, but in reality I'm just a sad little nerd (if still somewhat cute.) For most of my life I've had big dreams, but no drive to back them. I've been working on changing that. 21 years old currently, found a college, struggling along to to emotional issues and pathological laziness. Pansexual and somewhat gender-queer; while edging toward masculine in nature, I think of myself as neutral/androgynous most of the time. I don't quite know where my life will lead. I just know I would really like some friends to cuddle with. I'm very affectionate and emotional sometimes, so please forgive me if I get a little too intense with you. That is, if all that hasn't scared you away yet!
Being furry, building this whole futuristic world where humans and alien furries meet each other so I can write stories about them, starting work on dozens of songs I can't be bothered to finish, trying not to disappear from websites like a dick, sporadically practicing instruments, drawing crappily, writing up ideas for video games, trying not being so reclusive and scared, ponies. I am most interested in being happy and not wasting my time, but both of those things are pretty rare.
Fav Music:
I'm a bit of a metalhead now (and a huge Periphery fanboy) but I'll listen to just about anything that doesn't suck. This excludes most material from the following: top-flight radio fluff (from any time period), rap/hip-hop, country, R&B, screamo and its associated brand of poor grind/mathcore ripoffs, scenesterish stuff in general, and that folk/"classic" rock shit. I also hate the whole brutal death metal/goregrind scene that cares more about being "trve" and "br00tal" than actually making good music.
Fav Movies:
I don't watch movies much, but the few I do tend to be weird. I'm sure I could point some out if you talked to me. Usually, if I like something, it's pretty obscure and/or polarizing. Except for The Hunger Games, that was pretty mainstreamly awesome. I'm mostly an action/sci-fi/fantasy guy, but a good, well-paced drama is also not to be passed up.
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Brilliant Dynamite Neon's Stepped Songs
Song NamesSong StyleDate
Take Me BackVocoder Techno20-06-07
Hatten Carnival!Techno20-07-07
Crow SongDark Techno03-07-07
CAULI FLOWERPiano House17-07-07
Distant LandMiddle East Techno29-07-07
Riddle Me A Rat's NestElectronica15-10-07
Felys (Elegiac Mix)Trance16-10-07
Policy In The Sky!J-Pop18-10-07
False StrawberryAndean20-10-07
TwelveUrban Dub19-06-09
DKC2 Symphonic Rock RemixMelodic Symphony11-01-11
BundyPunk Rock01-02-11
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You know who you are.
Posted on: November 4, 2012, at 02:25:50am   [0 comments]
When years have gone and hollowed our bones
And age has taken her prize
Your touch alone will make my pulse fast
Your beauty still dazzle my eyes
When angels fall to scatter our flesh
And weeds grow over our graves
In death's cold thrall our hearts won't rest
Our souls still burning unfazed

When darkness comes to make me its bride
My last breath will shape your name
When Armageddon has burned out and died
Our love will still kindle a flame

It is time.
Posted on: October 6, 2012, at 02:51:13am   [0 comments]
to eat pancakes.

Posted on: January 5, 2012, at 08:18:58pm   [0 comments]
for stuff

Posted on: December 30, 2011, at 01:34:44am   [1 comment]
I feel more alone than ever.

I've been separated from the one I love for too long.

I don't trust the people around me to accept who i truly am.

I need people to care for me, care about me, at least listen to me and wish me well...I crave the affection that no one will give...and amidst all this, all I seem to be able to do is withdraw further...some mad self-destructive instinct.

I need help. I can't find my inner strength anymore, if it was ever there...

Someone, please reach out to me soon. This is all I can manage for far as my fight can take me to communicate. I need someone who cares.

Posted on: November 12, 2011, at 08:36:25pm   [0 comments]

the source

the source behind the source

the source behind the source behind the source

the so-- oh forget it

Comment wall
choof writes...
at 6:33:58am on 11/5/14
you gonna make any more files?
choof writes...
at 4:28:55pm on 9/14/14
plastic_scapegoat writes...
at 4:32:12pm on 6/4/14
You are an interesting person, but I am not really active here at all!
It is nice that you are into the artists like extvia/TYSON, napkit, cenit, and the sorts
FreezinIce writes...
at 5:19:45pm on 4/18/14
dAnceguy117 writes...
at 4:46:24pm on 4/15/14
dAnceguy117 writes...
at 1:08:13pm on 4/15/14
super dumb and unimportant question, but could you add a space after sunfan and after fg in the history for CXII? it's just barely not perfect and it makes me twitch when I see it
kommisar writes...
at 6:54:47pm on 4/1/14
All_That_Chaz writes...
at 11:50:01am on 3/16/14
It's happened twice, right? Like you were at the con in Ohio in 2008 but didn't tell anyone. Then you waited at the front of the arcade and stopped flipsta and asked if he was his profile, or something. Silly BDN<3
FreezinIce writes...
at 12:51:02am on 3/15/14
what is this
Wayward Vagabond writes...
at 9:20:57pm on 3/11/14
if it means anything hatten carnival and take me back are two of the reasons i started wanting to get better at stepping
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