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| About me: | Hey there, stranger. They call me Kai. I make things happen around here, or at least I used to. In my mind, I'm an Armei, a cute anthropomorphic alien cat/fox hybrid thing, but in reality I'm just a sad little nerd (if still somewhat cute.) For most of my life I've had big dreams, but no drive to back them. I've been working on changing that. 19 years old currently, trying to find a good school after a mental health crash. Pansexual and somewhat gender-queer; while edging toward masculine in nature, I think of myself as neutral/androgynous most of the time. I don't quite know where my life will lead. I just know I would really like some friends to cuddle with. I'm very affectionate and emotional sometimes, so please forgive me if I get a little too intense with you. That is, if all that hasn't scared you away yet! | | Interests: | Being furry, building this whole futuristic world where humans and alien furries meet each other so I can write stories about them, starting work on dozens of songs I can't be bothered to finish, trying not to disappear from websites like a dick, sporadically practicing instruments, drawing crappily, writing up ideas for video games, trying not being so reclusive and scared, ponies. I am most interested in being happy and not wasting my time, but both of those things are pretty rare. | | Fav Music: | I'm a bit of a metalhead now (and a huge Periphery fanboy) but I'll listen to just about anything that doesn't suck. This excludes most material from the following: top-flight radio fluff (from any time period), rap/hip-hop, country, R&B, screamo and its associated brand of poor grind/mathcore ripoffs, scenesterish stuff in general, and that folk/"classic" rock shit. I also hate the whole brutal death metal/goregrind scene that cares more about being "trve" and "br00tal" than actually making good music. | | Fav Movies: | I don't watch movies much, but the few I do tend to be weird. I'm sure I could point some out if you talked to me. Usually, if I like something, it's pretty obscure and/or polarizing. Except for The Hunger Games, that was pretty mainstreamly awesome. I'm mostly an action/sci-fi/fantasy guy, but a good, well-paced drama is also not to be passed up. | | Homepage: | https://inkbunny.net/KLugheidh |
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Page 2 The sound of my fears coming truePosted on: July 29, 2012, at 04:44:43am [ 0 comments]
I just couldn't get rid of these thoughts, so I did this dumb thing.
"There's no pardon for a meddling soul..."Did you know...Posted on: March 28, 2012, at 02:48:42am [ 1 comment] ice is technically a mineral? ANDROGYNEPosted on: January 5, 2012, at 08:18:58pm [ 0 comments]
Somewhere in between male and female, human and animal, my soul struggles against an unmoving body and ignorant world.
Is acceptance and love so opposed to our instincts?
Oh, by the way, I'm doing alright. Just felt like writing some pretentious junk.ABJECTIONPosted on: December 30, 2011, at 01:34:44am [ 1 comment] I feel more alone than ever.
I've been separated from the one I love for too long.
I don't trust the people around me to accept who i truly am.
I need people to care for me, care about me, at least listen to me and wish me well...I crave the affection that no one will give...and amidst all this, all I seem to be able to do is withdraw further...some mad self-destructive instinct.
I need help. I can't find my inner strength anymore, if it was ever there...
Someone, please reach out to me soon. This is all I can manage for now...as far as my fight can take me to communicate. I need someone who cares. RECURSIONPosted on: November 12, 2011, at 08:36:25pm [ 0 comments] http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6494868/
the source
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sweatshirt/
the source behind the source
http://www.hubworld.com/my-little-pony/shows/friendship-is-magic
the source behind the source behind the source
http://fyre-flye.deviantart.com/
the so-- oh forget it
 | Hey just wanted to let ya know, ya have a little something on your face. just wanted to let ya know |  | oh had no idea lol thanks ;D |  | Hope you enjoy yourself! |  | I'm pretty good, thanks for asking! Indeed, we haven't talked for a while, but who gives a damn! We're having a p good time, that's all that matters! Started University, finding it pretty hard so far... how about you? |  | Ha, don't worry about it. |  | By the way, do you have a Skype? |  | Can't say, I do, sorry. |  | I don't know WHO the heck you are but I am going to click that friend request button. |  | THANK YOU BASED GOD! |  | Allow us to reflect on how towels change colours, they are related to the chameleon family. RAINBOW TOWELS! Whoops sorry for that moment of madness. I don't know what came over me. Please don't tell anyone I just did that, I could lose my job. I love being an administrative assistant at this company. OK FINE, you get the position. | | Older Comments |
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