Good Profile! UnCool! 

FFR Simfile Author
FFR Veteran
Brilliant Dynamite Neon
DEATHRAY
FFR Overall Rank:1,073
FFR Average Rank:1,726
FFR Grandtotal:5,606,170,705
FFR Games Played:13,758
FFR Multiplayer Level:16
Gender:Male
Location:Kozuki City, Canary Islands
Last Activity:05-24-2013
Forum Posts:2,114
AOL Instant MessengerMSN MessengerYahoo! Messenger
Member for: 6.47 years
Gaming Region:USA - Great Lakes
Profile Views: 23,582
Profile Votes:446
Referred Users: 2
Brilliant Dynamite Neon's Gameplay Stats Today
Brilliant Dynamite Neon's Gameplay Stats Today
GamesTotalPerfsGoodsAvgsMissBoosAAAsFCsArrows
0000000000
AAAs
209 / 1364
FCs
485 / 1364
Tier Points
141 / 1000
Recent Photos (View all)
Brilliant Dynamite Neon's Details
About me:
Hey there, stranger. They call me Kai. I make things happen around here, or at least I used to. In my mind, I'm an Armei, a cute anthropomorphic alien cat/fox hybrid thing, but in reality I'm just a sad little nerd (if still somewhat cute.) For most of my life I've had big dreams, but no drive to back them. I've been working on changing that. 19 years old currently, trying to find a good school after a mental health crash. Pansexual and somewhat gender-queer; while edging toward masculine in nature, I think of myself as neutral/androgynous most of the time. I don't quite know where my life will lead. I just know I would really like some friends to cuddle with. I'm very affectionate and emotional sometimes, so please forgive me if I get a little too intense with you. That is, if all that hasn't scared you away yet!
Interests:
Being furry, building this whole futuristic world where humans and alien furries meet each other so I can write stories about them, starting work on dozens of songs I can't be bothered to finish, trying not to disappear from websites like a dick, sporadically practicing instruments, drawing crappily, writing up ideas for video games, trying not being so reclusive and scared, ponies. I am most interested in being happy and not wasting my time, but both of those things are pretty rare.
Fav Music:
I'm a bit of a metalhead now (and a huge Periphery fanboy) but I'll listen to just about anything that doesn't suck. This excludes most material from the following: top-flight radio fluff (from any time period), rap/hip-hop, country, R&B, screamo and its associated brand of poor grind/mathcore ripoffs, scenesterish stuff in general, and that folk/"classic" rock shit. I also hate the whole brutal death metal/goregrind scene that cares more about being "trve" and "br00tal" than actually making good music.
Fav Movies:
I don't watch movies much, but the few I do tend to be weird. I'm sure I could point some out if you talked to me. Usually, if I like something, it's pretty obscure and/or polarizing. Except for The Hunger Games, that was pretty mainstreamly awesome. I'm mostly an action/sci-fi/fantasy guy, but a good, well-paced drama is also not to be passed up.
Homepage:
https://inkbunny.net/KLugheidh
Top 10 Level Stats
Last 10 FFR Playback Games (Older replays)
Last 10 FFR Games Played
Last 10 MP Games Played
Last 10 SIU Games Played
Brilliant Dynamite Neon's Videos
Last 10 Forum Posts
Brilliant Dynamite Neon's Stepped Songs
Song NamesSong StyleDate
Take Me BackVocoder Techno20-06-07
Hatten Carnival!Techno20-07-07
Crow SongDark Techno03-07-07
CAULI FLOWERPiano House17-07-07
Distant LandMiddle East Techno29-07-07
Riddle Me A Rat's NestElectronica15-10-07
Felys (Elegiac Mix)Trance16-10-07
Policy In The Sky!J-Pop18-10-07
False StrawberryAndean20-10-07
TwelveUrban Dub19-06-09
DKC2 Symphonic Rock RemixMelodic Symphony11-01-11
BundyPunk Rock01-02-11
Profile Chat
Random Thoughts
Page 2
The sound of my fears coming true
Posted on: July 29, 2012, at 04:44:43am   [0 comments]


I just couldn't get rid of these thoughts, so I did this dumb thing.

"There's no pardon for a meddling soul..."

Did you know...
Posted on: March 28, 2012, at 02:48:42am   [1 comment]
ice is technically a mineral?

ANDROGYNE
Posted on: January 5, 2012, at 08:18:58pm   [0 comments]

Somewhere in between male and female, human and animal, my soul struggles against an unmoving body and ignorant world.

Is acceptance and love so opposed to our instincts?



Oh, by the way, I'm doing alright. Just felt like writing some pretentious junk.

ABJECTION
Posted on: December 30, 2011, at 01:34:44am   [1 comment]
I feel more alone than ever.

I've been separated from the one I love for too long.

I don't trust the people around me to accept who i truly am.

I need people to care for me, care about me, at least listen to me and wish me well...I crave the affection that no one will give...and amidst all this, all I seem to be able to do is withdraw further...some mad self-destructive instinct.

I need help. I can't find my inner strength anymore, if it was ever there...

Someone, please reach out to me soon. This is all I can manage for now...as far as my fight can take me to communicate. I need someone who cares.

RECURSION
Posted on: November 12, 2011, at 08:36:25pm   [0 comments]
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6494868/

the source

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sweatshirt/

the source behind the source

http://www.hubworld.com/my-little-pony/shows/friendship-is-magic

the source behind the source behind the source

http://fyre-flye.deviantart.com/

the so-- oh forget it

Comment wall
tatinator94 writes...
at 5:57:36pm on 1/18/13
Hey just wanted to let ya know, ya have a little something on your face. just wanted to let ya know
MrPreggers writes...
at 1:36:09pm on 11/9/12
oh had no idea lol thanks ;D
MarioNintendo writes...
at 12:43:56pm on 10/24/12
Hope you enjoy yourself!
MarioNintendo writes...
at 9:11:03pm on 10/23/12
I'm pretty good, thanks for asking! Indeed, we haven't talked for a while, but who gives a damn! We're having a p good time, that's all that matters! Started University, finding it pretty hard so far... how about you?
SethColeman writes...
at 5:11:13pm on 10/20/12
Ha, don't worry about it.
SethColeman writes...
at 3:50:10pm on 10/6/12
By the way, do you have a Skype?
SethColeman writes...
at 3:18:00pm on 10/6/12
Can't say, I do, sorry.
SethColeman writes...
at 7:44:34pm on 10/5/12
I don't know WHO the heck you are but I am going to click that friend request button.
anwar-inc writes...
at 2:38:18am on 8/29/12
THANK YOU BASED GOD!
anwar-inc writes...
at 2:37:52am on 8/29/12
Allow us to reflect on how towels change colours, they are related to the chameleon family. RAINBOW TOWELS! Whoops sorry for that moment of madness. I don't know what came over me. Please don't tell anyone I just did that, I could lose my job. I love being an administrative assistant at this company. OK FINE, you get the position.
Older Comments