things are NOT up its all DOWNS :wilted_rose:

crazy how time goes when youre having fun

hell yeah
can i get a hell yeah
hell yeah

ay we up here, ay, ay, ay, ay
we about to demolish this exam
ay ay ay ay ay ay ay
i will penetrate my brain with such things, such as chemistry and
english
ay ay ay ay
i will ace this shit
ay ay ay ay ay

been considering about what im gonna do when im big, when im an adult. my first thought was to become a music producer, i took a test about my intersts and talent, and my interest were music, so does my talent. it really tells me that i can be a music producer. i was pretty excited about the test, and also my iq is 120+, so thats exciting. but my grades were slipping because i was that lazy to study LMFAO. back to the topic. and then i really think about this test, alot, up until now actually that i still think about this test. i was influenced by artists like kdot, ye, tron cat, wolf haley, peggy, devon hendryx. they speak english in their songs, and an idea comes up in my brain, what if i, become an english teacher? that would be cool right? i wanna be an english teacher because, i don't know why a lot of indonesians can't speak english, im not saying all indonesians can't speak english, but a lot of them, the majority of this population can't speak english fluently, yes that includes me, im including myself, because i still messed up in grammars and such. but, i knew one thing, that made me learn english very well : the internet. i had all the technologies to basically browse internet within my fingers. and thats what i did, most of the content i watch were english speaking creators, like pewds, jack, mark, preston, hypixel youtubres, the dream smp blabalbalbalbalba. and that influences me to learn english, to understand the video better, and to speak fluently. imma be honest, in 2020 i spoke to myself everytime at night, in english, in british accent, because god damn it i was so influenced by tommyinnit. heh, well. yeah.

maybe i could be an english teacher for the better future of Indonesia, or i could be a music producer for the better future of myself, my career, and music, if i really made an impact.