haha pwn! i got a new warlock and a new laptop today :D

omfg i want dj hero that looks cool :3

at the edge of world
your eyes are all i can see
but im never coming back to you never seeking shelter within your arms
sitting alone in the dark pressing the cool blade into my wrist
ready to do i think about you again then i cant do it
seeing what youve done to me those terrible things
but the i think of the wonderful times weve had together
what youve done to me is unforgiveable
goodbye

sitting here visions of you running trough my head over and over
endless thoughts of you even after what you did
how you betray me and i cant get you off my mind
burning alive when im with you but drowning when without
why cant i stop thinking about you
over and over again like a broken record i see all the time you hit me and made me feel like shit
but icant get you off my mind
how can i forgive what you did
even after that i still think of you
sitting alone in a drk room with the blade to my wrist all i think about is how much i hate you
and how much i love you
what youve done has me lost in a never ending circle of pain and love
how can i slit my wrist when i love youu
but how can i not when youve killed me inside
spiraling down after what youve done to me
endless options pop up
death or love
love or death
im the one letting you kill me but im the one mending us back together just to get torn over and over again
how could i have done this to myself

As you sit there lying to my face i relizethat its been like this from the start
Seeing that you think you can get my heart by buying me out
I wonder how i could have been so stupid and belived you the entire time
Beating myself up inside for letting myself cause my heart so much pain
Endless questions pop into my head about what just happend to me
My heart ripped into shreds after you dropped it
I fear if i forgive this act will you do it again
Will you break me
You were suposed to save me not rip me into a million peices and throw them down
Forgiving you is a risk i wont take again
Knowing that you will just do this over and over to me until I put a stop to it
Raising the gun to my head thinking about all the bitches you been with
And all the girls you just fucj and throw to the side like trash I refuse to be that girl
Finally pressing my finger on the trigger it all ends here iy ends tonight....
Good bye