thank god....>.<

so...why is everyone's pet on my profile and how do i get them off? like, half of them are dead XD

www.myspace.com/thesimpleguitarist lol

it's my bandpage, horrible as it is
the quality of the recordings is just like, horrible. beyond horrible really -_-. but i dont have anything else to record with and im sorta broke soooo im stuck lol.

anyways, i found this old song i recorded idk how long ago. never gave it a name, so it's just unknown on there. go check it, please try to look past the bad quality....im sry i can't do anything about that for now -_-

comments/feedback would be nice lol

i exploded a potato today....it was highly satisfying, just thought you people should know that haha

happiness, pure bliss surrounds as i walk through the doorway without a sound. husband, father, lover, he is many things to me. My children run in the yard, their angelic voices laughing sweetly as i smile, sitting in my small garden of paradise, my world complete. surely the darkness of the past cannot reach me here, never i say. suddenly, i wake up. my paradise is lost, my imagination run wild. it was nothing more than a dream...nothing more. i look around to find you gone, taking the children with you. i sit here, cluthing my knees as i hear the words revolve around and around in my mind, a never-ending spiral of agony. cancer, a disease upon mankind, slowly eating away at me. i sit here alone, in this house, without a shred of hope, oh what irony. there never was a paradise, i sit here and cry, waiting for the dream to subside. breath slowly fading, i slowly die, waiting for the dream to subside. i do not wake, i feel my mind's last pull as my life flashes before my eyes. there is no more feeling now, as i stare at myself with uncaring sight. vision fading, darkness surrounding, i die.

yeah, this dream i had about a year ago, back when i had issues with cancer and being alone. now, i've had it for two nights in a row. most people dont die in their dreams, but i do. that's how i see it...i want it to stop....