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Ash-a-lily
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Gender:Female
Location:New York, USA
Last Activity:05-09-2013
Member for: 17.82 years
Gaming Region:USA - New England
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About me:
hi im ashley a. adams lol ya i know aaa thats me. i will be 17 in july 27th which is really soon. i will be a junior in high school. then i will be going to college for teaching and dance. but i might change my mind i m not sure yet. i m a kind caring loving person. i like making new friends. well i m really against people that smokes and do drugs. its a disgusting thing to do. so im sorry but dont talk bout drugs to me cuz i dont do drugs or smoke. keep that nasty disgusting object to yourself. and if there is anything else you guys want to know bout me just ask me. and i will answer your questions.lol
Interests:
BOYS lol big interest. but im taken right now i love him to death. i love to dance. i have been dancing since i was 5. i draw write songs and poetry. i sometimes sing too. i love 4 wheeling lol so much fun. i like some sports like baseball and football. but i like to play them not watch
Fav Music:
I LOVE JEFFREE STAR FUCKING AWESOME. i love rock music or heavy metal and screamo like bullet for my valentine and slipknot. and some other kinds of music like mandy moore toybox etc.
Fav Movies:
hmmmm my favorite movies are ever after and the princess bride. ya i know they are girly movies so what lol. one missed call, carrie, rage, the ruins, and other movies lol
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i m a bother to the world
Posted on: August 13, 2008, at 07:55:28pm   [11 comments]
I try to speak.
No one listened.
A pain to my heart.
Tears starts to form.
But do not fall.
Seem to be alone in the world.
No one seems to care.
All I am is a bother.
Only bother to the world.
Wishin I can die.
So no one will be bothered.
No one will hear me.
No one will listen to me.
I just want death.
Death to my heart.
Death to my soul.
Death to my life.
Still feel bad for wat I have done.
Sorry for speaking.
Sorry for lying.
Sorry for the sadness.
Sorry for me being alive.
I bring sadness to all.
Everyone is against me.
And I am sorry for that.
Tears starts to form,
But do not fall.
Feel like the dead.
Or a shadow.
I'm just there.
Alone in the world.
I just bring sadness to everyone.
I dont deserve to be in this world.
A hopeless figure in life.
That no one will ever see or hear.
I am nothing.
Nothing important to anyone.
I am a disappoint to the world.
I dont deserve to like anymore.
I deserve to like anymore.
I deserve something worse than death.
I deserve to die.
A spirit that well never past.
Alone in my mizery.

feelings
Posted on: August 12, 2008, at 08:56:45pm   [8 comments]
a feeling that can controll how you think.
can controll how you at.
its hard to hide the feeling.
confussion is through the mind.
the mind of the sadness, anger of people.
some hold it in.
others let it out.
they hurt the ones they love the most.
creating more sadness, anger and confussion.
everyone is mad at each other.
one way or another.
it a world full of hatred.
hatred rules the mind of anyone.
no source of light in this darkness.
no hope in the hatred of the world.


lie
Posted on: August 12, 2008, at 08:44:28pm   [7 comments]
heart breaks.
sorrow is all over my body.
having to lie to her face.
it hurts me so.
i just want to die.
watch up above.
in hell,
everyone being happy.
the feeling of a dragger through my heart.
cant stop the lies from coming.
i wish to stop.
stop the lies,
stop the madness.
sorry for the pain,
sorry for the hurt.
i m sorry mother.

love (its my song)
Posted on: August 7, 2008, at 12:39:00am   [7 comments]
one heart,
one voice,
one touch,
one kiss.
my heart can't stop beating.
my head is goin insane.
please tell me whats wrong with me.
whats wrong with me.
whats wrong with me.

my heart keeps beating, when I lay eyes on u.
i cant stop dreaming bout u.
i cant stop hearing ur voice inside my head.
o baby, o baby its love.
its love.
o baby, its love.

my head keeps spinning.
just thinking about u.
u are my world.
my life.
my happiness.
we can do anything baby.
we will hav some struggles on the way.
but baby, baby we will make it through.

my heart keeps beating, when i lay eyes on u.
i cant stop dreaming bout u.
i cant stop hearing ur voice inside my head.
o baby, o baby its love.
its love.
o baby, its love.

one heart,
one voice,
one touch,
one kiss.
we were met for each other.
now baby hold me tight.
o baby, o baby,
its love.

my pain, my sorrow
Posted on: July 23, 2008, at 07:23:26pm   [5 comments]
love becames pain,
pain destories the meaning of love.
pain brings suffering to the heart,
the heart thats being stabbed.
and the once lovers watched the blood run down.
as their memories of eachother faded.
faded into darkness.
as hell froze over like a waste land.
the world starts to crumble.
hear the screams and cries.
the world going to an end.
can't say how the pain hurts.
so much pain causes death.
death to the soul.
thoughts run through the mind.
confusion, pain, anger, and so much more.
that kind of suffering leads to death.
the one once love weeps, night and day.
then pain and suffering grows.
no longer the one once lovers has to suffer.
watch the body hang.
tears of blood roll from the eyes.
the blood runs down the face of the dead.

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Past_timemachine writes...
at 7:42:52pm on 2/14/15
long time no see
RawMeat786 writes...
at 3:20:28pm on 11/3/13
Hey Ashley. How You been? Hope your doing fine these Days.
acdcrocks24 writes...
at 11:15:47pm on 8/8/13
hi
acdcrocks24 writes...
at 7:52:45pm on 7/10/12
hey
JikininkiFace writes...
at 8:30:09pm on 5/2/12
Yo, remember me? Its been a while
hollowfire36 writes...
at 5:11:51pm on 4/11/12
oh damn haha
hwth writes...
at 10:49:06pm on 2/21/12
thank u for add ash-a-lily
acdcrocks24 writes...
at 4:01:36pm on 2/19/12
hey
hollowfire36 writes...
at 5:37:29pm on 12/20/11
na not at the moment, but maybe soon (: lol, so whats new?
Calimist writes...
at 4:43:18pm on 12/13/11
hey whats up long time no talk
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