sadnes stabbles through my heart.
slowly drinking my life out of me.
im dieing painfully inside.
slowly killing my heart and soul.
it was my fault.
i killed myself.
feel so cold hearted.
and so alone and miseriable from my actions.
the pain i have created grows quickly.
ready to feel death in my slow beating heart.
the ice cold hands that take away life.
ripes every string one by one.
to enjoy my suffering every minute of it.
so sick ...
the pain kills me so.
no my last farwell.
nothing to save this cold body.
nothing...

memory of someone who you loved is now gone.
but still that makes you keep going forward to try to find someone better suited for you.
that makes you feel alive inside grow silent.
the memories still haunting you.
once there is a memory,
stays a memory that haunts whatever you do.
trying to forget.
but the pain is still there.
hurting inside, try not to show.
its hard to let go.
to let go of the feels that was shared.
the feeling of love in your soul.
when alone,
it still haunts you.
its hard to let go of the soul that you shared peace with.
but it will happen.
share once love.
now slowly falling apart.
to try to start something new.
something new to share with someone special.
but still want the same one.
want to hold them.
touch them.
to be with them.
are there is left only memories.
the memories that haunt you.
the memory of them, that special someone will always be with you.

i feel blessed.
been touched by angels.
he heard my cry.
he heard me pray.
i have been blessed.
blessed to change the way i am.
to bring happiness to others.
thanks for the second chance.
thanks for giving life to the world.
i will try to spread.
spread the joy and happiness.
happiness to the others.
spread the love in your name.
the love from the lord.
to his children down below.
sing songs of his name.
the love, joy, happiness over comes everything.
so spread love, joy, happiness to others.
as god does to us all.
his children.