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I have, there was really no reason at all. I od'ed on anti-depressants, obviously my mom found me but I barely lived through it and I did permanent damage to my heart muscle. I still often wonder what the point of surviving was.
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Join Date: Jan 2003
Location: Kansas
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That's pretty ****ed up. And what isn't the point of surviving?
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Having mono has ruined so much of my life these past few months that I question if it's even worth it. Have you guys ever had 10 mouth cankers at one time? 3 of them under your tongue? It's just not worth the pain.
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I'm sorry to hear you're having a hard time, fish. I hope you're seeing a doctor about that.
To OP: The undeniable possibility that life could get better is enough proof that you shouldn't end your life. I know that's cold, calculating logic but a suicidal sees things in absolutes. When you hit rock bottom you don't stay there.
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There are creams, there are mouthwashes. None of them really work well and none of them are practical or easy to administer.
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Join Date: Aug 2005
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MrRubix's story put me on the verge of tears.
Not only was that heartfelt and honest but I haven't lost either parent. And to be honest, sometimes I wish they were dead. It makes me feel like a horrible person, however it also makes me remember how lucky I am and how worse off other people are. Thank you for sharing that.
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Who knew so many FFRers had such serious issues. I sympathize every one of you to my heart's extent. :'(
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remind yourself that suicide is pathetic.
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: Germany
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The only time I attempted suicide was when I was an 11-12 year old "idiot".
I was failing school had troubles with my mother, as in physical fights and I attempted to strangle myself, well, when the air started to pass away and it really started hurting I instantly stopped and basically started crying and asking myself what I am doing... Good thing that I have a very nice, stable, life now with my friends and mom and dad. Yeah, Thinking about it I do not know what would have happened if I wouldn't have let go and actually done it, I was a lightheaded foolish kid back then. CBR |
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I bet that mouthwash stings like hell too. I don't know I figure there must be something that you can only get with a prescription, but what do I know. At least get some meds for the mono.
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Why am I not trolling this thread?
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Join Date: Nov 2006
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Thought about it; sure, but never seriously. I think too highly of myself to do something like that, no matter how tough it is.
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i dont liek where this is going
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Join Date: Jan 2005
Location: Denver
Age: 29
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I also killed myself one time. I died was burried and burned. But I got better
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I like max
Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Vancouver/Burnaby/East Van
Age: 26
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I remember when my dad passed away. My sister was torturing me saying I was the cause of it, and he died because of you. So I attempted to OD on something in our medicine cabinet. I got really sick but I didn't go to the hospital. Missed a week of school from that and another week from all the trauma. It was such a sad day. Now my mom is dying slowly but surely from either lung cancer or some other cancer because of her smoking.
I don't know if at my young age I'll be able to put up with another death in my immediate family anytime soon.
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"remind yourself that suicide is pathetic."
Yeah, that may sound like it works, but think about someone who is suicidal. "Wow, I'm pathetic, I should commit suicide. Oh wait, suicide is pathetic. So my even considering of killing myself is just terribly pathetic. Sigh...wow, I suck, I should just do it anyway, for the sake of ridding the world of such a stupid person who decided to commit suicide. Better for the gene pool." It's like a loophole. Thinking happier thoughts, experiencing moments of ecstasy, and just forgetting about things that you might be able to fix later seems like a better alternative to healing intangible wounds. And yeah, we know little about life yet, being in our teens or early 20s. I sometimes feel I can make several predictions about what I am going to be like later. |
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Saratoga, New York
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In my opinion suicidal is ridiculous because the way I look at it is that I'd rather live even if everything is going wrong rather not live because at least I'm still able to do anything I want
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Previous post does not makes sense.
You combined two predicates that contradict each other with the same subject. Rather live -> rather not live. Don't post if you have such a feeling, or better yet, fix it. =/ Learn English.
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cavs
Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Saratoga, New York
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Had a feeling I was gonna get that..
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Join Date: May 2008
Age: 27
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Drink red bull then jump off a bridge. :] have fun.
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