How is your social life right now?

[justin_ator]

I'm kind of in a pretty interesting situation. I've never been good being truly on my own, it really gets to me. But at the same time I thoroughly enjoy having time to do my own thing by myself on things I enjoy (FFR, programming, etc).

Lately I've been finding myself wanting more and more interaction with other people where I'm at but I can't bring myself to do so because every time I do I wind up regretting the decision. I'm finding I really don't like many of the people around me anymore (these aren't long-time friends, I moved here in June last year). Too much drama and stupid stuff, and I don't really feel anywhere near as welcome anymore either.

It's kind of forcing me back to where I was when I moved here, pretty lonely and wanting social interaction. Just hard to get myself into it when it always leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

(not even going to go into the relationship aspect of socializing)