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Posted on: February 22, 2014, at 12:46:29pm

Hey! I needed time to myself. Sorry. So, update on my life. Johnny, I think I mentioned him before, if I didn't I'll write about it in the next thought. His friend, Yeltsin, (russian name) talked to me and we are currently talking, helping each other out with our depression problems. I broke up with my boyfriend Matt, and I just noticed we have been together for two months. Two months of him using me for sexual interaction, and two months of me hurting. He was so sexual, I couldn't deal with it anymore. Let me give an example what I mean. One day, I was upset about some assholes in school. He randomly starts talking about strip clubs and me being a stripper. WTF?! I couldn't take it, so I told him it should end. He supposedly was crying, but honestly in reality he was probably okay. I was the mess. Why am I the mess every time?!

Okay, onto school. So this kid named Andrew, we talked and hung out a lot during school. This girl named Tina, obviously liked Andrew. She literally HATES me! The hilarious part is I knew her longer than she knew Andrew. I knew her since kindergarten, he met her this year. Anyways, is it weird that I get dreams of me like dating, kissing, etc.? I feel like that means he likes me back or something. But one day, this asshole named Julian screamed out to Andrew that he liked me and Andrew got mad and said that was a lie, I got silent and I was sort of upset I guess.

Also, we had February tutoring during our break and my grandma picked me up. Now, she has an old car. I know, I know. But she can't afford anything else because she had lots of surgeries. Julian, was making fun of it. I walked out to the car and he screamed "Tell your grandma to get a new car!" and I flipped him off. He flipped me off and this other kid Lamarqus flipped me off too. They also screamed that I should kill myself.-. I was liek wow....

Anyways, I'm depressed and they don't know. They don't know that suicide is always on my mind, etc.

Now, the happy part! Today there's a party at 6 P.M., and my bestfriend Wunny123 is coming too! I can't wait to see him!!!

Okay! If you want me to put the story about Johnny up I will! :D

1. 1: Wunny123
   Posted at 1:40pm on February 22nd, 2014

   Haha Hype af xD