Haven't been on in the longest due to just life.... between work, school and helping out this fallen apart family havent had time to play. used to play with my ex roxxer_angel but we lost communication for about two months and I found someone new,I felt bad till I saw a few things while I was gone other dudes were getting hit up anyway so it didnt matter one way or the other. but life's good now about to graduate college, got a job( not a great one but it pays the bills) and im about to get engaged (assuming she says yes and according to her friends and family shes waiting on me to ask so she can say yes), Dad is no longer sick, little brother is out of juvey, and Ive gained a little more insight and clarity on the ways of the world.....gonna go play the sonic song i guess

Today was just a horrible day, im angry and rly have nothing to target. It was like god was playing a game of saw with me. Save ur father whos an asshole to u all the time or get with the girl u love. After that early morning bs he decides to get back with his ex wife who i hate very much. Also i dont get to talk to that girl. We normally talk all day but we talked for like 2 min and she made it clear i missed my chance with her. Now im stuck wondering will there be another and does she even still like me now. and the fact is i still would have failed with her because i wasnt gonna say what she wanted to hear at the time. Pallies are pissin me off in bgs cause now they can some how 2 shot me, idk maybe i just suck at wow and life altogether.