[soul]
Posted on: June 27, 2007, at 03:31:12pm

i love the rain i really do.
and that beautiful feeling that seems like one of your senses that really isnt, nevertheless it still affects you like one.
that spark of confidence or the like that just makes you feel like you can take on the world -- the feeling that makes you feel like your heart could just burst out from inside you; it nearly aches. heh - quote - it hurts like hell.
its like i could take a hotpink megaphone and tell the world everything i think, and not be afraid. its like i could tell you what i really think and not be alone. its like i could tell you what i really feel and i wouldnt feel empty.
its times like these that i self-reflect, and realize what im blessed with i dont deserve. [like that one kid..]
missed? hm. oh yees.
but then again before this thrilling feeling, there is always pain, tears, emptiness, or the feeling of alone -- all of which i will stop speaking of because then i feel insecure. sometimes -- you just cant escape that pain of everything.
but im not giving up.