Because of You [Song Lyric]
Posted on: August 1, 2007, at 04:09:17pm

I wrote this song at the age of 17.
I dedciated this song to my ex boyfriend.

BECAUSE OF YOU

A heavy brick of anger laid upon my chest
Ticking away like a pyroclastic volcano
Ready to explode into an eruption of rage
Destroying anything that gets in my way
Making some descend to their knees
Listening to their tortured cries and screams

I got this way because of you
Can't you see what you do effects me too?
Hear me roar! Hear me scream!
Because these are the signs of my shame
What did I do to you to deserve this!
You wreckless peice of shit!

Disgust fills the empty void of my injured heart
Burning all those I cared for
Staining my blood shot eyes like merlot wine
Trying to remember how to cry
Why couldn't you just save the bullet?
Instead of letting me die inside?

I got this way because of you!
What you did just screwed with my head
Hear my gasp! Hear me plead!
But don't get mad when I turn around to watch you bleed
Laying there reaching out for me
To only kick you once and leave

Gun in hand
Unable to see
Shaking violently as my eyes erupt into streams of tears
Masking my face with foolish lies
Trying to make those believe I was not guilty of the crime
As the guilt burrows into your mind

I got this way because of you...
Wishing you knew what you did effects me too...
Where were you when I needed you?
I'm sorry you became so clueless...
I guess it was my fault too...