live my life happily...(was it really worth it?)
Posted on: December 11, 2006, at 07:06:22pm

i call on you on the phone asking how you're doing
i try to sacrifice to put aside all those pretending
that there's no one reason why i'm supposed to care
because when everything wasn't right you weren't there
but i barely talked on the phone being worried
then there you go asking "what do you want?" annoyed
all i wanted was to make you happy and be mine
because i knew someday this will happen any time
and it did happen, now you're free
i'm left alone here, and i'm drowned in misery
you don't care about me or whatever i do
but if you've moved on, why can't i too?
is it really that hard to forget all the lies
and still i'm left here with tears on my eyes
i have enough but it still looks like if i want more pain
i won't care about anythying just drive me insane
but after getting the pain i remorse everything
my scars would heal and i want more, just anything
i don't know what got into me, before i met you i was happy
and now, you've left me broken and unhappy
there's nothing i could do to go back in time
and erase all the suffering when you we're still mine
you've moved on with another girl
and all it did was crash my world
i need to get over it, but i don't know how
you helped me when you were with me but you're not here now
i'm by myself i gotta know how to love myself first
before i can love you again and learned from the things that have hurt
the memories haunt me and it's bothering me
the only thing i ever want was live my life happily...