Jared and I are finally moving into our new home either this week or next!!! If I'm not on for a while, I want you all to know that I love you all and thank you for supporting me through everything :) <3 I'm gonna miss you guys until we finally get internet where we are... I'll see you guys on the flip side! :D <3

OK here's where I hand over 2 different great news tidbits in one random thought to save me some time. OK great news tidbit #1: My mom's surgery went well and the doctors think they corrected her problem and they believe that she will be ok. She had a biopsy during the surgery and is due in 9 days for two more biopsy procedures but the doctors said that things look fine and there should be no reason for worry. Great news tidbit #2 has it's downsides but still here it is: Jared and I are getting remarried in front of our friends and family on March 9th, just 4 weeks away! The downside to it though is people are just now deciding to try and discourage us from our official date, and it's as said before 4 weeks away. It's discouraging but we still plan to proceed for that date. :)

I titled this post: "Be Careful what you wish for" because I want others to know that some wishes come true with dire consequences. I wished that I would live on my own and be away from my mom's control even though I knew she did it because she loves me but I was sick of being told what to do. Well, I ended up on my own and am now lonely and miss my family. I also used to say I hated my mom because of her control issue and I used to call her horrible names when I was mad at her and I walked out on her almost 4 months ago, well I regret it now more than anything because I just found out today, of all days, that my mom is very sick and needs surgery. I found out that her iron is so low that she's hemorrhaging and can't stop... my mommy is slowly dying a painful death :'( I just got her back in my life and now if the surgeons can't pull their heads out of their asses and decide when they want to do that surgery, my mommy could bleed to death... I don't wanna lose my mom :'( So those of you who complain about your mom, think of others like me who's mother is either dead or dying and be grateful for your mom every single day :'( So I want other people to know that wishes come true and sometimes, you have to pay horrible consequences like I have to pay at this very moment by possibly losing my mother a second time. If you love someone, tell them how much you love them and cherish them everyday because who knows if it's the last time you will ever speak to them!

I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to all of my wonderful FFR friends :) <3

Did we all die? No? Good... looks like we survived the apocalypse... congrats everyone! :D