Hey guys I know i don't come on much I'm sorry don't hurt me ;~;
But alas yes I have been great I am getting my drivers licence this year....in December e.e long ways away I know. sorry I've just gotten a new laptop I play online games like mad crazy, play on xbox, talk on skype and whatnot so yeah I've been doin' alot. I am currently studying as well for my Advanced English which mind you isn't too easy. But ah well It's fun I write stories alot and stuff.

And as you know V-day is soon! yay!.....not -3- so I might sit in my room and sulk it out as usual but ah well. Maybe on v-day I'll have someone who I can be really close to? Maybe one day but who knows? Anyways thats all for now >w<

The way your wind blew in the air reminded me of a soft rolling ocean wave as your eyes sparkled in the sunlight, changing a beautiful ember color.

Your moevements were so amazing and swift, I hardly move or speak as your soft, gentle hands wrapped around my waist.

And as soon as your lips touched mine, I never wanted this moment to end and I never wanted to let go.

And as you left...
These are the things I'll never say.

There are so many words I cannot say
When I look into your eyes. I want to be able to tell you one day,
but im left speechless everytime i try.

You Must have stumbled across the key,
and you discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in my heart,
you found me and opened the door.
And I cried in pain,
of losing my dear friend.

Will it ever be the same again?
If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much,
as I lie in my bed that night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched,
without even putting up a fight.
Are my eyes deceiving me,
when I see you standing there?
Are you playing games,
Just to prove I care?

Someday I will see,
though that day has not come yet,.
You'll say you love me,
but will you forget?
If that happens and my spirit dies,
if my emotions drop,
Will you hold me when I cry?
or will the love just suddenly stop?
We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.

You'll stay and play your part,
but after the beauty starts to die,
Will your footprints still be on my heart?
Though it will be hard to say goodbye,
your friend I will always be,
as long as we try,
to keep the friendship between you and I.

It'll be too late to start over, and so I leave you with this...
I'll hold you for a lifetime,
If you'll just hold my hand.
We could have a wonderful time,
In the days we have not yet planned.

I love you and always will <3