Johnny.
Posted on: February 25, 2014, at 04:54:53pm

So, I met Johnny on ps3 3 years ago. We barely talked, but we talked once in a while. I added him on facebook once too. Then, in August we started playing black ops 2 with each other. I bought a mic, and we would mic. Then, September came, and we couldn't talk to much on ps3, so we'd text. And text, and text. He sorta made me happy, reminded me of how I was without depression.

So we had these nicknames for each other, I'd call him lil mama and he'd call me big daddy. It was just a hilarious joke, and I guess his mom over-heard him saying 'big daddy' and looked through his texts a lot, and he got tired of it.. So he told me we couldn't speak anymore. It really hurt me.

That night, my depression came rushing in. I cried myself to sleep, and I cut. I loved him so much.. Few months passed and I added Johnny's friend Yeltsin. I messaged Yeltsin a lot and I confessed I missed Johnny. He helped me talk to Johnny again, and me and Johnny talk, but I'm not as happy.

I cut yesterday and today, but just a slit. Don't worry. I'm fine :')