So, one of my bestest friends, Peter, asked me out. I thought he was 100% cute, and I guess he liked me. We've been going out for a week, and I have never had the happiest week..... like ever...

Btw I pulling pranks and IDK what to do! ANY suggestions? I'll be checking tonight :D

So I told you about Johnny, and how we're buds. I FUCKING RUINED THAT TOO.

Me and my friend Selma, made a prank saying I'd be in a coma cause I got jumped. Selma took it to the extreme and announced me dead. Then she was like "Did you truly love her?" and etc. Then Johnny blocked her. Then I was like 'hey :D' and he got mad and said 'stfu.' and blocked me. So I'm giving him until Saturday, then me and Selma are going to make an apology. Well, I'm making it. She's just gonna be next to me when I send it.

Idk if I could go a week without him tbh. He means a LOT to me.. Obviously.

Okay that's it for today! Btw I have an ask.fm. Ask me questions!> thatnerdddd

Hey -.- Sooo, I'm still talking to Johnny. Hasn't messaged me yet. But he sends like mixed signals and it pisses me off! Like uhh, no. Like yesterday he said my voice is adorable. Uh, wtf?! He confuses me...

I don't get it. We're buds again, but he probably still likes me, mostly not, but I defiantly like him.

Speaking of that, there's a kid in my school and he looks like Johnny. Legit they could be brothers. Ugh I'm crushing on Elijah, here's the difference between crushing and liking in my opinion. If you crush, you think they're cute. Like how I crush on Elijah. If you like someone, both personality and looks, example? Johnny.

That's it for today :/

Hey! Hey! Hey! Omg today was like, perf. So first period my mom calls and takes me out of school :D yasss. I had to go cause I'm getting braces soon. Soo, after that, we went to the mall and I got this grey sweater which is so comfortable and adorable ^~^ Then, I went to McDonalds. I came into school like the ending of fourth period, and shoved my milkshake and bag of McDonalds into the trash cause my teacher is so mean and yells at me.. >.<"

Then I hung out with the two idiots named Julian and Andrew. They really helped me with Johnny, without realizing.


Speaking of Johnny, he's been on my mind a lot lately. Like I could go insane for him. I think it's just my feelings staying put again. My god brain, get the fact he hurt me >.< Sometimes I wonder if my heart's smarter than my brain. Yeahhh... It's probably how it goes.

He hasn't texted me today, and I'm worried. Like Natalie, stop. Just get the fact he's not going to text you. But I'm still waiting. Ayyyy.

I found out my friend's cousin, Cordell (Weird ass name ik) likes me. Uhmm, EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Omg much tumblr. Anywhore, what's up with everyone? I'm so bored ugh -.-"

Hey, so I have an update to do, it'll be long soo.

First, off with Johnny. *sigh*, He broke up with me. Yeah. Guess who cried their eyes out? Me, ( ._.) We're still friends though. I act normal, but I'm not. I'm becoming depressed again. I want to cry, like every minute. He already moved on. He keeps talking about this 'crush' of his. That 'crush' of his could kiss my ass.

Then, karate! I went to a tournament yesterday, and all my muscles are sore! >.<" I was cheering on everyone, getting all excited and pumped with Marilyn Monroe (i loveeee him), kiss, Divlje Jagode, and etc. I got 3rd place in fighting though :/ I'm not very happy. This year and most of next year, I'm going to work and work and work until another tournament comes. Then I'll take my 1st place golds home.

Okay, so some of you are probably like what the hell is Divlje Lagode? It's an old metal band, and I think my cousin played lead guitar. At the end I'll put a link.

Okay, onto school. School is the same, but I'm dreading the part that TOMORROW IS MONDAY. OKAY NO. Like I finally realized, I think I hate the people in school rather than the work. Smart Natalie!

Anywhoooooo, my profile is so lame. I barely get any comments, excpet from Wunny123. Hi Mikey!

My favorite song by Divlje Jagode Turski Mars https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1BGoXVcNg4