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Hey, names Jess and it's been a while so let's see if I can commit to this game again. I am open to any friends. I haven't played this game in a while but I'm trying to get back into it when I have time. :) Anyway, hmu if you wanna talk or something :)
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Posted on: June 27, 2018, at 08:35:18am   [0 comments]
There’s a common saying that goes:
Cry yourself a river, build a bridge and get over it.
But sometimes you can’t finish the bridge,
Causing you to not be able to cross over it.
You hold onto the past tightly and can’t seem to move on.
You can’t let go and don’t want to leave it.
As time passes you have people who stop and try to help you.
You accept their help but as they start to add three bricks to the bridge,
You take off one brick, afraid of what’s on the other side.
Eventually the person can get frustrated and leave your side.
They leave build their own bridge to get by your river,
Because they felt you weren't going anywhere.
More time passes and you seem to feel like reaching the end will never happen.
And as the time passes, the more people come and go.
People can only take so much before they feel like you’re just going to hold them back.
They have lives of their own, so having them help you is them taking their own time.
Time is precious and shouldn't be taken for granted.
The more you spend time here, the far behind you get.
Eventually you’ll get tired and want to move forward.
You’ll get the motivation and start to build your bridge.
Not looking back, just kept going and going.
All the way until you've reached the other side of the river.
And once you reach the other side…
You look up and see there are move rivers to cross.
Because life comes with many obstacles
And the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Otherwise you’ll just fall behind again.
And as you look past the rivers,
You see the people who tried to help you far ahead in life.
You see them successful, but yet you are far from where they are.
Don’t give up, because you can get there as long as you work as hard as they did.
If not try harder and build your bridges faster.
We all have our problems, and sometimes we have a hard time moving past them.
But the more often you move forward, the stronger you get to build each bridge.
If you see someone struggling, its okay to stop and help.
Don’t stay too long because you will just fall more behind.
Just remember those who came to help you eventually left for their own sake.
Unfortunately, you have to do the same thing to let them learn on their own just like you did.
And sometimes you find that person who will be there to help you, always.
But that is rare to find in this life.
That one person you know is there for you,
But until then...you have to mainly depend on yourself.

-Sika 11/3/14
Posted on: June 27, 2018, at 08:34:45am   [0 comments]
Theres one thing in this world that we can't get back.
It's something that is so precious to us.
So precious to the world....Every living thing.
It determines whether we are going down the right path.
The path of our careers, lovers, life....
It can heal us as well
This one thing is called time.
If only we could turn back time to avoid those painful times
Or to go back to the good memories and relive them over and over.
But that's not living.
If only we could go back and tell ourselves not to choose the path we chose at that time.
What if someone told you the person you're with is not meant for you?
If they told you that you will start a family with them but it will never work out.
What if your soul mate was there the day you met the person who screwed you over in the end?
And someone told you that they are your life partner?
What if someone told you that you succeeded with the education you got.
What if they told you that you never succeed and just fail?
What if they told you that you're going to lose someone close to you so you can prepare for it?
Or if they told you that your supposed to leave your hometown?
Or that you're going to die young ...?
Why do we spend so much time on something just for it to end years later?
It's all just a waste of time.
Time is money....
Time is life.
Time is everything.
Time is preparing us for what is to come for our right paths.
It molds us to the people we are today.
And to meet new people who may be in our lives forever.

-Sika
2/14/15
Posted on: June 29, 2015, at 07:06:09pm   [0 comments]
Have you ever been left at a cliff hanger in a story?
It drives you crazy and want to know what happens next.
Imagine if the story just stopped there and never continued.
It's like you're reading a book and the page that contains the climax is torn out.
It's incomplete...and this book is the only copy left.
And when it's incomplete, you begin to imagine the what if's...
Wonder about the ending; soon making up your own.
Think of an ending that you want, but you'll never know the true ending.
It's like being born blind, you cannot see and will never be able to ...
It's like being unable to walk, hear, touch, speak.
You don't know how your baby sounds when he or she cries.
You don't know what it's like to feel someone kiss your lips, or hold their hand.
You will never know the sound of your own voice.
But you adjust to how it is, yet you still wonder...
Who knows, maybe one day you will find that missing page.
That page that completes the story.
Know whether your ending is a fantasy or correct.
Until then you will never know the end.
But remember...just because you don't know the ending, doesn't mean you should give up.
Maybe it's not time for you to reach that ending...
Or maybe you're supposed to write the ending and take charge.
But you won't know until you get to that part in the story.
Until then...just go with the flow...
You'll feel when its the right time because you will feel that something is missing...
And when you feel that missing piece, you won't know where to go.
But here's one a hint:
Go back...to the very beginning....
And your answers may lie there.
And that missing page will be
But for now it's just what if's and if only's....
What if's and if only....

Sika
6/29/15
Posted on: February 24, 2015, at 09:54:10pm   [0 comments]
And throughout my life I've learned a lot.
Especially these last couple years.
I learned that just because you are successful doesn't mean you should be ashamed about where you came from or forgotten it.
Just because you feel worthless doesn't mean you are.
Just because you failed doesn't mean you can't succeed.
Just because you are seeing a therapist doesn't mean you're crazy.
Just because your life was messed up growing up doesn't mean you should continue doing it to your own kids.
Just because people didn't understand you doesn't mean you won't meet someone who does.
Just because you dream of being famous doesn't mean you can't do it.
Just because you aren't with God doesn't mean you won't find Him.
Just because you are lesbian or gay doesn't mean you are going to hell.
Just because you feel like the world is better off without you doesn't mean someone won't miss you.
Just because you're strict doesn't mean you're a bitch.
Just because you are quiet doesn't mean you are stuck up.
Just because you look emo doesn't mean you praise the devil.
Just because you cry doesn't mean you're weak.
Just because you take care of yourself doesn't make you selfish.
Just because you're in a long distant relationship doesn't mean it's impossible.
Just because you're heart broken doesn't mean you can't move on.
Just because you live in housing doesn't mean you're a low life
Just because you feel like a hopeless case doesn't mean you can't succeed.
Just because you're older doesn't mean it's too late to do something more with your life.
Just because you're little doesn't mean you don't understand.
Just because you get along with everyone doesn't mean you tell people's secrets.
Just because you're an adult doesn't mean you can't be a child at heart.
Just because you keep to yourself doesn't mean you're strange.
Just because you lost someone you love doesn't mean you should give up on life.
Just because you're a woman doesn't mean you're not capable of being independent.
Just because you're a girl who plays video games doesn't mean you can't be girly.
Just because he's your first love doesn't mean he's the one.
Just because you look different doesn't mean you don't have a great personality.
Just because you're hurt doesn't mean it's the end of the world.
Just because you feel alone in the world doesn't mean you are alone.
We live in a judgemental world and it's sad how ignorant we can be.
We are all human and have our own bumps along the road.
I have learned a lot but there's a lot more to learn.
Posted on: February 23, 2015, at 10:31:27am   [0 comments]
Each person has multiple books of memories.
And each book represents new memories for each person they meet.
It can be someone you've known you're whole life,
Someone you just met,
Or even someone you don't talk to at all.
It's a book that is written by life.
There are books that are so old that the pages even turned yellow.
Some have torn pages because those memories want to be forgotten.
That's how it feels with this one book I have.
It was the book that I carried with me and took care of the most.
Tried not to open it too much because I didn't want the pages turning yellow as fast.
But as things got worse, the less I looked at the book.
Time went by and I never bothered to open the book,
I didn't want to have it anymore.
Then one day I opened it, read our first memory.
I cried and cried, hating that these memories hurt.
I did not regret having the book because I met amazing people along the way.
But it hurt a lot.
In anger, I ripped the first page and closed it.
This cycle became more and more.
I kept ripping the pages as I read more memories.
It was almost as if I hated you, but I didn't.
I just felt the pain and anger.
Finally I got to the point where there were no more memories.
Just one page with so little memories.
Just the last few we had together and the great people I met.
At this point, I closed the book and decided to never open it again.
Because there is no reason to open it.
When the book has reached the end of its story...
So now is the time to find a new book with new memories.
-Sika
02/17/15
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jaimerobledo1991 writes at 6:32:50am on 11/4/18
i hope things are well with you.
andy-o24 writes at 7:47:04am on 4/10/16
I assume fairly elementary maths, but I don't know how well sign language can convey those concepts and numbers. That's really cool, actually. I hadn't condidered the necessity for that combination. And don't worry about lag time on responses.
andy-o24 writes at 7:06:24pm on 2/29/16
What are your degrees? Mine's accounting.
andy-o24 writes at 7:28:24pm on 2/4/16
Where you going to school?
andy-o24 writes at 12:32:45am on 1/26/16
I'm fine. Just doing the college grind and working to better myself. I'm very uninteresting.
andy-o24 writes at 7:36:38am on 1/25/16
Hi. What are you doing up so late on my profile of all places?
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lukestepwalker writes at 12:33:29am on 2/24/15
PERFECT COMBO LOL
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Yeah. My kik is NoZero
Mrowmrew writes at 1:40:15am on 9/4/14
I will then! It was a fierce battle between the one I have now and this one.