 | | About me: | sam, gramma, trouble, squirt, cutie, blondie, sunshine... call me what you will. first and foremost, i love my Savior. i write. alot. mainly poetry and journaling. i draw alot too, but mainly horses. and horses are pretty much a sliver of heaven. music is mai life. i can get pretty hyper a lot of the time, but im only hyper because i get so happy.. or tired. i have high standards, but maybe too high. i love just standing in the rain, listening. and songs full of perfect lyrics. i love stars.. and windows. climbing random things is becoming funn. caffeine and sugar are my drug. im insecure. and apparently im intriguing... and hard to get, but i suppose sometimes i like it that way. im afraid of smiley fries. i learn new things every day, good or bad. i can be a quite a jealous person, but i dont like it. i am not a fan of change. i live for words, but somedays i just wish we didnt have them at all. im an overthinker, which is a bad thing. i also love photography. and.. im always in love. | | Fav Music: | showbread, anberlin, hawk nelson, nevertheless, flee the seen, krystal meyers, flyleaf, familyforce5, mae, falling up, jon mclaughlin, jars of clay.. | | Fav Movies: | national treasure, monty phython and the holy grail, lord of the rings, the phantom of the opera, corpse bride, eragon, princess of thieves, pirates of the caribbean [i have a mad affection for jack sparrow], the messengers, bridge to terabithia for it intrigues me ^^, FLICKA, ratatouille : ].. | | Homepage: | http://www.xanga.com/stareyedchild |
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Page 7 best third of july everPosted on: July 4, 2007, at 12:03:14pm [ 0 comments] words can be so meaningless yet mean so much. its crazy. take these for instance.
purple
wings
wish
lamposts
wind
heart
galavanting
embrace
joy
peace
i love you.
[soul]Posted on: June 27, 2007, at 03:31:12pm [ 0 comments] i love the rain i really do.
and that beautiful feeling that seems like one of your senses that really isnt, nevertheless it still affects you like one.
that spark of confidence or the like that just makes you feel like you can take on the world -- the feeling that makes you feel like your heart could just burst out from inside you; it nearly aches. heh - quote - it hurts like hell.
its like i could take a hotpink megaphone and tell the world everything i think, and not be afraid. its like i could tell you what i really think and not be alone. its like i could tell you what i really feel and i wouldnt feel empty.
its times like these that i self-reflect, and realize what im blessed with i dont deserve. [like that one kid..]
missed? hm. oh yees.
but then again before this thrilling feeling, there is always pain, tears, emptiness, or the feeling of alone -- all of which i will stop speaking of because then i feel insecure. sometimes -- you just cant escape that pain of everything.
but im not giving up.
A SINGLE TEARPosted on: June 15, 2007, at 09:15:05pm [ 1 comment] A SINGLE TEAR
a single tear broke my heart today
as i watch the boy before me fade away.
the pain in his eyes stabbed me like a knife
he needs that glimmer of hope again.
a single tear broke my heart today
as i watched the light fade to grey.
the shakes from his sobs that pulled me near
and near to my own tears.
a single tear broke my heart today
as i saw the drop run across his face.
the pain in his eyes stabbed me like a knife
he needs that glimmer of hope again.
so im beggin you Lord please do Your will
but im beggin you Lord keep him in You still.
a single tear broke my heart today
as i pray for the boy who stole my heart away.
the end is near..Posted on: June 2, 2007, at 04:50:12pm [ 1 comment] all these beautiful times that ive been taking for granted.
all of those lunch hours, the football games, the places, the faces..
its all too close to the end now.
dont know if i can bear to see it slip away.
everyone's a clone lately -
all with the same hardcover blue book
with faces and memories inside.
take mine. write me a hint of your reality,
so i can pass it by over the summer months
and think of you.
"you should go now before i hold you longer and cant let you go"
go for it.
i wouldnt mind at all.
in fact, i wish you could never stop doing just that.
but alas, it may become awkward.
people would stare. shoot their rounds.
but id be close to you.
thats all i really want.
alas, my poor soul..
the end grows swiftly near.
i dont like summer very much. ^-^ define.Posted on: May 6, 2007, at 09:25:43am [ 0 comments] so like..i am so this runaway girl no one knows. i dance in the rain, get my heart broken, and im caught in suspension and tension on the constant. so like..i am so this runaway girl.
 | miss me beautiful |  | Hey you :D Lol, just saw all my pretty comments. Well remember that bad thing I was waiting to happen? At 10/25/07 well 12/31/07 she broke up with me :P. Guess that counts as a bad thing hehe, however things are much better now :D, throw me a pm or AIM MSN whatever. BAI. |  | thank you. |  | HIYA =O |  | aw |  | RAWR thankies | | Really really good :D. I get to see Tessa on Saturday. Im so excited. She's amazing and I love her so much. Shes like my other half, but me being a pessimest is still waiting for something bad to happen but the more time goes on the more I realize that she does love me as much as I do her, and that nothing bad IS going to happen :P its fun | | *huggles* I guess Im just lovable :P. Thanks for bein there for me though. | | hmm that didn't come out right. I was trying to refer to your age... instead I failed... again. | | Ya baby :P. *huggles* I proud of me too :P | | Older Comments |
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