 | | About me: | sam, gramma, trouble, squirt, cutie, blondie, sunshine... call me what you will. first and foremost, i love my Savior. i write. alot. mainly poetry and journaling. i draw alot too, but mainly horses. and horses are pretty much a sliver of heaven. music is mai life. i can get pretty hyper a lot of the time, but im only hyper because i get so happy.. or tired. i have high standards, but maybe too high. i love just standing in the rain, listening. and songs full of perfect lyrics. i love stars.. and windows. climbing random things is becoming funn. caffeine and sugar are my drug. im insecure. and apparently im intriguing... and hard to get, but i suppose sometimes i like it that way. im afraid of smiley fries. i learn new things every day, good or bad. i can be a quite a jealous person, but i dont like it. i am not a fan of change. i live for words, but somedays i just wish we didnt have them at all. im an overthinker, which is a bad thing. i also love photography. and.. im always in love. | | Fav Music: | showbread, anberlin, hawk nelson, nevertheless, flee the seen, krystal meyers, flyleaf, familyforce5, mae, falling up, jon mclaughlin, jars of clay.. | | Fav Movies: | national treasure, monty phython and the holy grail, lord of the rings, the phantom of the opera, corpse bride, eragon, princess of thieves, pirates of the caribbean [i have a mad affection for jack sparrow], the messengers, bridge to terabithia for it intrigues me ^^, FLICKA, ratatouille : ].. | | Homepage: | http://www.xanga.com/stareyedchild |
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Page 6 {losing touch}Posted on: August 25, 2007, at 08:42:28pm [ 0 comments] secret, secret, secret.
everythings a secret.
i cant tell even you the truth anymore, even if you ask
because
i know its not going to matter. i know its not going to change a thing.
all these moments...
its just times like these i wish i knew if you were supposed to be in my life or not.
and yet i wish he would never stop hugging me. WHAT?!WHAT?!Posted on: August 16, 2007, at 08:12:23pm [ 0 comments] things are cool ^^! its over.Posted on: August 9, 2007, at 04:49:06pm [ 0 comments] self explanatory.
i dont know what to think really.
hm, oh, wait, yeah
except it was all a LIE.
it pretty much hurts like hell. brink of disasterPosted on: July 28, 2007, at 05:49:28pm [ 0 comments] today is today.
that was the perfectest line to describe it.
first burning, then crashing, then cloudy tears..
but oh wait a few hours then its all perfect again.
doubt it.
i cant explain it..
but it feels like im losing you. in mePosted on: July 18, 2007, at 05:43:26pm [ 0 comments] overthinking is a new way of thinking that takes my thinking of the world's thinking to places elsewhere more desirable to think about..orrr hurt yourself then for overthinking again and becoming stupidly PARANOID of losing the one thing that means the most to you because when all you do is overthink, things start to overTAKE you because of your overthinking.
maybe its some random sin. the sin of overthinking..doubting..blowing it all off. wishing your way of thinking could be more like other people's way of thinking but yet not thinking because theyre as brainless as they are. damnit, there i go again... overthinking.  | miss me beautiful |  | Hey you :D Lol, just saw all my pretty comments. Well remember that bad thing I was waiting to happen? At 10/25/07 well 12/31/07 she broke up with me :P. Guess that counts as a bad thing hehe, however things are much better now :D, throw me a pm or AIM MSN whatever. BAI. |  | thank you. |  | HIYA =O |  | aw |  | RAWR thankies |  | Really really good :D. I get to see Tessa on Saturday. Im so excited. She's amazing and I love her so much. Shes like my other half, but me being a pessimest is still waiting for something bad to happen but the more time goes on the more I realize that she does love me as much as I do her, and that nothing bad IS going to happen :P its fun |  | *huggles* I guess Im just lovable :P. Thanks for bein there for me though. |  | hmm that didn't come out right. I was trying to refer to your age... instead I failed... again. |  | Ya baby :P. *huggles* I proud of me too :P | | Older Comments |
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