 | | About me: | sam, gramma, trouble, squirt, cutie, blondie, sunshine... call me what you will. first and foremost, i love my Savior. i write. alot. mainly poetry and journaling. i draw alot too, but mainly horses. and horses are pretty much a sliver of heaven. music is mai life. i can get pretty hyper a lot of the time, but im only hyper because i get so happy.. or tired. i have high standards, but maybe too high. i love just standing in the rain, listening. and songs full of perfect lyrics. i love stars.. and windows. climbing random things is becoming funn. caffeine and sugar are my drug. im insecure. and apparently im intriguing... and hard to get, but i suppose sometimes i like it that way. im afraid of smiley fries. i learn new things every day, good or bad. i can be a quite a jealous person, but i dont like it. i am not a fan of change. i live for words, but somedays i just wish we didnt have them at all. im an overthinker, which is a bad thing. i also love photography. and.. im always in love. | | Fav Music: | showbread, anberlin, hawk nelson, nevertheless, flee the seen, krystal meyers, flyleaf, familyforce5, mae, falling up, jon mclaughlin, jars of clay.. | | Fav Movies: | national treasure, monty phython and the holy grail, lord of the rings, the phantom of the opera, corpse bride, eragon, princess of thieves, pirates of the caribbean [i have a mad affection for jack sparrow], the messengers, bridge to terabithia for it intrigues me ^^, FLICKA, ratatouille : ].. | | Homepage: | http://www.xanga.com/stareyedchild |
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Page 2 poptimist?Posted on: April 6, 2008, at 08:11:35pm [ 0 comments] why can't things be easy?
somehow cutting just came into my mind
it's not like i'd ever do it again
but i find it stinking hilarious that i saw that as an alternative a year ago
... when nothing was even wrong
take my hand
let's run away
i hate that seeing someone can take away my joy. then again, it's not really joy if it fades so fast
pressing on a year
and it all hasn't changed
well, a little here and there, but nothing super significant
i hate being so deaf
so blind, so mute
so braindead
i'm like a vegetable
i can't do anything for God
i don't do anything with God
i just expect Him to help me with everything -- which he doesn't, but i'm prettyyy sure that's because i don't trust him
is it so hard to love?
is it so hard to listen?
is it so hard to live free?
yes
it is
but it shouldn't be
oh why, oh why can't i be an optimist?
change of pacePosted on: February 2, 2008, at 10:35:44am [ 0 comments] update? suree
she
annoys me
im wearing the pants
i wont let you hurt me anymore
he
is adorable
im more in love with him than ever
you silly
its Jesus love : ]
equines
are my four-legged soulmates
forevah
[ahm 'bout dying for that jobbb]
they
annoy me
but are there
so i must tolerate
teachers
are my love
only the cool male ones
because theyre really incredible people
and again
[she loves life] "some nights, *hug* doesnt cut it"Posted on: December 29, 2007, at 10:13:35am [ 0 comments] what can one do?
pushed away, though im aching watching you ache the same
i think
i hate it how you can just walk away like nothing mattered, whereas you cant stand to be around me because you feel so 'guilty'
..but you wont do a thing about it
i've just GOT to let you know
that i still care.
but HOW?
i just wish you could talk to me. GANK;LGMRANGUR;ANUBALNA;I;IOPosted on: November 20, 2007, at 05:03:38pm [ 0 comments] WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS HAVING SEX??? random thought postedPosted on: November 15, 2007, at 04:14:23pm [ 0 comments] you still wear my necklace.
i adore your glances.
you hide.
all i want to do is talk.
you were jealous of him.
i find it funny.
i thought you didnt care anymore.
we never talk, you always ignore me, you wont be honest.
you confuse me.
want to give me an hour of your time somewhere in the future?
just so we can get this MASSIVE NASTY CAR PILEUP of a MISUNDERSTANDING understood?
i think the time is right to stop the fight.
what about you?
aaaand
best techno club remix of sandstorm?
teh BOMB  | miss me beautiful |  | Hey you :D Lol, just saw all my pretty comments. Well remember that bad thing I was waiting to happen? At 10/25/07 well 12/31/07 she broke up with me :P. Guess that counts as a bad thing hehe, however things are much better now :D, throw me a pm or AIM MSN whatever. BAI. |  | thank you. |  | HIYA =O |  | aw |  | RAWR thankies |  | Really really good :D. I get to see Tessa on Saturday. Im so excited. She's amazing and I love her so much. Shes like my other half, but me being a pessimest is still waiting for something bad to happen but the more time goes on the more I realize that she does love me as much as I do her, and that nothing bad IS going to happen :P its fun |  | *huggles* I guess Im just lovable :P. Thanks for bein there for me though. |  | hmm that didn't come out right. I was trying to refer to your age... instead I failed... again. |  | Ya baby :P. *huggles* I proud of me too :P | | Older Comments |
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