ive riden in back of a ride goin no wear but wasnt it like that from the start the rain fell down like razorblades ripping me apart standin outside just for alittle while shes all i wanted still its not good enough i want to hear her say she loves me by the breath she exhales she must be dead laying there without movement liven in the moment fearing to kiss the dead why isnt there anything being said am i the one thats been killed my heart has seemed to stop or is that cause its been taken shes taken it before ive got nothin to offer now is this how its gona be there must not be any sympothy for the wounded scars run up the arms of my body let them wash away with the tears i cry ive wanted to only be loved instead i hold blood in my hands am i the victim of an other romantic suicide or am i the murder, have i killed the moment it seems to me that the butterlies in ur stomach are all diseased ur fear and nervouseness just falls out of ur mouth and crushes me feeling betrayed am i hear for a reason or is this a play lock the doors to my heart and buckle my arms around you get ready cause were on are way to broadway are performance has caught the eyes of the public and ive fallen for you evan more will you open ur arms and embrace me or let me fall to the ground you have seemed to drop me i could be dreaming and ive just fabricated worreys they have been threaded with thoughts of losing you please dont loose me im ready to cut myself out..... of the thought that flow like water im drowning myself iv passed out dont feel bad about the words that have been said it might be better off if i was dead im halfway there just waiting for u to also steal my soul you with hold everthing and have the power to do anything the choice is yours am i worth as much as the smile i put on ur face ill let you know your the best thing thats ever happen to me still you not the only person to hear these words from my mouth... why cant ares jus