i live each day acting and hiding my true self. And each night living it when im all alone fading in and out of my thoughts of horror. In and out of the dark bad memories of my past, in and out of the good and of the terrifying parts of my past. Living each day in a lie and each night in the pain and mercy of it all. Wondering, hoping day and night if this pain and mercy will ever end. When all it is a never ending pain and mercy to me. As time ticks by i stand there at day and lay here at night. Wondering, hoping that it will end that the pain and mercy of it all will finally come to a rest. so it'll than i run at day and fight at night. Wondering, hoping that some day i will make it to the other end of this horror movie of mine. To the other side of the dark. So til than i run at day and fight at night, Fighting to run another day and fight another night.

videos, art, music & books and other things that is like that

i love rock and i'll lisen to any type of music there isn't to many typpes of music that i don't like but i love rock like papa roach linkin park sum 41 sr-71 maroon 5 and more as well as hiphop and some rap and little countery

horror, action, sometimes romence , comidy and anime