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musicdevil
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I'm always tired and I don't like to sleep
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Random Poems
Posted on: December 24, 2007, at 08:04:03pm   [0 comments]
None of the poems are by me.
I just like them so i will put the up here
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This mask I wear
She serves me well
She hides my pain
So they can't tell
They see her smile
never my tears
She shows no sorrow
She fights my fears
They elieve she is me
If only they knew
That she is my mask
My savior too
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Deep in my heart I'm concealing things I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm felling frightened you'll slip away
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I"ve learned that no matter how much I care some people re just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes one supicion, not proof, to destory it. I've learned that you should never compare yourself to others; they're more screwed up then you think. I've learned the people you care about in life are taken from you to soon and the less important ones just never go away.
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AFter awhile you get sick of caring and you're to hurt to fight. Sometimes, no matter what you do things won't be alright. Failing is the first step to sucess. Crying is the first step to happiness. And heart break is the first step to true love
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These days it's about the brand of cloths you wear, the type of people you hang out with, the boy you date, the house you lifve in, the car you drive. It's about the classes you take, the music you listen to, the cell phone you talk on. It's not about the type of life you live, the confidence you carry, or the kind of heart you have.
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I don't k now the key to sucess, the the key to failure is trying to please everyone.
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It hit me all at once. The pain. The anguish. The horror. The hatred. Most people cry, I couldn't. Most people break down, I wouldn't . I did the only thing I knew how to do, I shut myself down completly. And in that moment I reached my ultimate goal; I didn't fell a think. That moment I stopped living.
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She's standing on the edge so scared as she's looking down
There's nothing, but the sound of her tears falling
She doesn't know why, but she feels the world pulling her down
She's ready to jump, but afraid to fall
But she'd rather be dead then be breathing at all
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More then nothing that's all she wants to be
Absolutly anything other then what they see
Blackened eyes Blackened heart
She slowly dies and falls apart
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Again, none of these poems are by me, of course.

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Synthlight writes...
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