So I sit here...
analyzing all the lies I thought were sincere...
every second of deception, how is this fair?
'Cuz I've always had your back,
rain or shine, nah I nevermind the forecast.
There I was, silly me, thinking there could really be
such a thing as make believe as simple reciprocity.
I know now, why I never trust entirely.
Somehow, I forgot, thank you for reminding me.
Therein lies the irony, you thickened my walls.
Yo, you knew every landmine you triggered them all!
Left these, infinite scars, how soon are they supposed to fade?
'Cuz I can still feel the wounds between my shoulder blades.
It's safe to say, in this world that we're living in,
friends and enemies are nothing more than synonyms.
As they appear, just reflections in the mirror,
keep your friends near, but your skepticism nearer.

Trust, no one again, yo,
no one's a friend.
If you think you found a comrade, you wrong, you all along had,
mirages as friends, their facades just pretend,
these invisible scars are the hardest to mend.
Trust, no one again, yo
no one's a friend.
If you blink for just one moment,
you're leaving yourself open, to get stabbed, count on it
the friends you had are counterfeit
how did the only thing I trusted in amount to this?

What's the use of pretending?
I'm used to pretenses.
I can see right through illusions of friendship...
or so I thought. But you're elusive intentions
are hard to spot. Now these useless defenses
are all I got. And I could not
believe, what was, beneath the surface.
Your mask was so perfect,
cleverly crafted, as if every action
was well rehearsed and effortless acting.
And back then, you even had the nerve to say
you had my back...have you ever observed the way
that you can act, when every mask is burned away?
You never had my back, you were clutching vertebrae!

Dang I should've made, a better inspection
when I met you, to befriend you, or to question your friendship
Cuz I never could trust your character,
never shoulda shared with ya,
but now I know, to never lower my guarded barriers.

It's hard, I'm telling ya, to accept what you did,
Man I can't believe the bullshit you fools hid.
Yo you pushed me to the edge, and damn my battered shoulders
have had it... that's it, yo, it's fuckin OVA!

This friendship has ended, this kinship is finished.
I can't believe you hypocritical bitches just did this.
So fuck forgiveness, cuz yo you took it for granted
and your underhanded ways, are now, forever branded.
You understand this?

I'm sick of silence, sick of being voiceless.
They stigmatize us, the bitterest of poisons.
We gotta fight it, no living in avoidance.
Ain't you sick of suffering the bitter disapointment?
"Hell Yeah!"
Then join us, trust in our tactics.
Prove we ain't moving like rush hour traffic.
I've had it, the madness, I literally shook
hearing tales never told in a history book.
Caught in misery's hook, seeing, faces screaming.
fathers getting slaughtered, daughters raped and beaten
while they are weeping, mothers sitting stunned
clutchin on to dog tags that belong to her son.
See the fight has begun, but the silence is over...

This is for our culture! This is for our soldiers!
This is for the lives sacrificed on the road ta
peace and prosperity, its theirs to redeem.
Shattered, broken battered, the American Dream...
nonexistent, we living in a system, consistent
with prisons, restrictin our wishes and visions.
So listen, we had enough, we had it rough
it all added up and now we rattled up, so


WE WILL NOT BE MOVED
Take us to the brink, call us chinks and gooks.
WE WILL NOT BE MOVED
I refuse to live my life so confused.
WE WILL NOT BE MOVED
Detachment or action you've got to choose.
WE WILL NOT BE MOVED
Generations overdue now we got to prove.


see, I don't know all the answers
but i have hopes.
Don't act like you dying from cancer, tied in ropes
you want shit to change, rearrange your mind first
then we can begin to lift this curse, cuz we..

Faceless, people living on the
basis, that we evil in this racist
place where we taste this
discrimination.< br /> Damn, do I hate this,
Man just erase this,
constant complacence.
We constantly facing
a storm that's been raging
inside these rib cages.
And why?
Cuz we asian
we die for this nation
and cry for salvation

for lifetimes and ages..

I'm sorry
That I'm not enough of a slut
to sleep with you on a first date

I'm sorry
That I don't smother my face in make-up
To look a different way

I'm sorry
that I'm not anorexic
and skinny enough for you to see my ribs

I'm sorry
That I'm not pretty enough
to be "your girl"

I'm sorry
I don't have a dream body
that turns you on

But most of all
I'm sorry
That you can't accept me
for who I am

You dream about a life that will make you innocent
You touch horizons that are covered in gold
Dream of a life with me that changes my existence
We make mistakes that really cost us our soul

I put my shoes up and I tie it upside down
Jump back relax before I come back on the ground
I land with my knees apart
I walk towards the light
And feel myself on fire
Put myself on fire and you cant stop me...

from our memories, so many things we had to go through
whenever you was crying, i was there beside to hold you
keeping you warm whenever you felt those windy days
i made you feel so special, i showed you love in many ways
or the rest of my life, i thought my love is where it lies
from the beginning till the end no matter what i won't forget
from those good and bad times, with you i don't regret
now i gotta move on, i have to face the reality
how can you even leave me alone, and just forget me
i did everything for you , just to keep you in my heart
i guess you had to let me go, and tear my heart apart
all i wanna say to you, take good care of yourself
thanks to you, now i know the true meaning of love
to sacrifice, never be selfish, pray from heaven's above