I was neurotic for years. I was anxious and depressed and selfish. Everyone kept telling me to change. I resented them and I agreed with them, and I wanted to change, but simply couldn't, no matter how hard I tried. Then one day someone said to me, "Don't change. I love you just as you are." Those words were music to my ears: "Don't change, Don't change. Don't change . . . I love you as you are." I relaxed. I came alive. And suddenly I changed! -Anthony de Mello <BR>Well..to start with the obvious...my name is Nicole. I am shy for awhile when I first talk to and meet you. Shit sucks!! I hate technology. If you are going to make or invent something, then make DAMN SURE it fucking works!!! I like most of the jokes on the laffy taffy wrappers and rubber duckies rock!! i like anyone that likes me. I believe in a thing called revenge and it always works out unless you are an idiot. I hate idiots. Everyone has thier "blonde moments" and that's okay as long as they are only moments. I am able to contradict myself, without contradicting myself. I believe and stay true to both sides, no matter how opposite they are. It is a pretty cool talent...lol. <BR>I HATE sex! I perfer to be alone than with company, unless I am dating someone. I do not like being the center of attention. Attention whores need a life. I am easily amused in odd fashions. I often cannot limit myself to thiking of one thing at a time. I look into the small/minor details too much. This causes me to miss the "big picture" and have difficulty of explaining my thoughts to others. I never see things in black and white terms. That is ignorant. There are always shades of gray in between. I always "second guess" myself. I hold on to loved ones and friends to a higher standard than myself. I fear being alone because I never know if I might drive myself to insanity. I am open to crticism. I am very stubborn. I fear that I am a bi-polar, obsessive/compulsive, schizophrenic.

music, duh, who doesn't?? | rubber duckies | playig my flute | warmth | coloring | food | dazing upon the sky to gaze at the stars | top hats | corsets | anarchy | weapons | playing in the rain | spinning | strobelights | riding the merry-go-rounds at the park! | playing in the toy aisle at sores | paranormal | kaleidoscopes!! | rain | <table width="330" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" border="0"><tr><td width="180"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Disorder</b></font></td><td width="120"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Rating</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/paranoid.html">Paranoid Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizoid.html">Schizoid Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizotypal.html">Schizotypal Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/antisocial.html">Antisocial Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/borderline.html">Borderline Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/histrionic.html">Histrionic Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#000099" face="arial" size="-1">Low</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/narcissistic.html">Narcissistic Disorder</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate</font></td></tr><tr><td><font fa

Moosick: all that remains | arch-enemy | as i lay dying | astrovamps | atreyu | black sabbath | blink 182 | bob marley | butthole surfers, the | cannibal corpse | children of bodom | cradle of filth | danzig! | def leopard | dimmu borgir | distillers, the | dropkick murpheys | eighteen years | from first to last | gary jules | insane clown posse | iron maiden | kill hannah | kittie | korn | led zeppelin | lynard skynard | marilyn manson | mastodon | metallica | misfits, the | motley crew | motorhead | mudvayne | muderdollz | muse | mushroom head | nirvana | opeth | pantera | pink floyd | p.o.d | puddle of mud | ramones | rancid | senses fail | sex pistols, the | shadows fall | skinny puppy | slayer | white zombie | zakk wylde and the black label society | zz top | ...etc...

Favorite Movies: <BR>American History X | Beetlejuice | Clockwork Orange, A | Donnie Darko | Devil's Rejects, The | Edward Scissorhands | Finding Nemo | Little Miss Sunshine | Matilda | Natural Born Killers | SLC Punk | Who Framed Roger Rabbit? <BR>T.V: <BR>Family Guy | Fuse | Futurama | Masters of Horror | Metalocalypse | Simpsons, The | Tales From The Crypt