poetry...just for the heck of it
Posted on: October 22, 2006, at 07:25:24pm

my love isn't easy.
my love isn't full,
cause of all my sorrow and all my pain,
my love for u will never be the same.
because of this
neither will be my world
with out u theres nothing to live for.
without u there emptieness.
my heart is a whole of nothingness. with nothingness comes pain with pain comes ache with ache comes u.
u create my sorrow but you also create my passion .
i long for i want u but my heart wont allow it.
it doesnt want to be hurt again but i cant help the need i feel for you.
passion burns and so does the fire.
the fire that consums me and all of the things in my life. the fire that wants to end all ready but cant .
i say i hate u but you all ready know its not true.
i want to say"i love u"
but im afraid youll say"i dont"
thats my greatest fear.
the loss of love the loss of my soul the loss of my mind the loss of all the good things in life.my mind concentrates on u and only u.
why?i want to know but cant understand the never answered question that consums my heart my soul my life.



damn i never knew i was so damn emotional!!