mind wonders and my soul searches for a sense of peace and a sense of hope.
i see a light but cant seem to grasp it.
sliping though me fingers as i go towards the light.
wonder ing day in and day out when will some one find me and bring me back .
a sense of lonlyness brings me to life .
all that was left of me till my heart explodes into smitherines.
mind blowing isnt it how when your mind wonders only the never ending sound "my chemicl romance"fills ur ears.
lifes to short to waste on the hard things .
to waste on the easy things .
to waste on the neverending thoughts of doom that slip though my mind.
my life is consentrated on the simple pleasures that come with life .
that come with hope that come a sense of knowing everything will be all right.
never ending thoughts race to my mind, and tell me
"bring me to life bring me to this earth in a form that i can be proud of."
well i listen to those voices i listen to my mind i listen to the never ending shiek nothingness

my love isn't easy.
my love isn't full,
cause of all my sorrow and all my pain,
my love for u will never be the same.
because of this
neither will be my world
with out u theres nothing to live for.
without u there emptieness.
my heart is a whole of nothingness. with nothingness comes pain with pain comes ache with ache comes u.
u create my sorrow but you also create my passion .
i long for i want u but my heart wont allow it.
it doesnt want to be hurt again but i cant help the need i feel for you.
passion burns and so does the fire.
the fire that consums me and all of the things in my life. the fire that wants to end all ready but cant .
i say i hate u but you all ready know its not true.
i want to say"i love u"
but im afraid youll say"i dont"
thats my greatest fear.
the loss of love the loss of my soul the loss of my mind the loss of all the good things in life.my mind concentrates on u and only u.
why?i want to know but cant understand the never answered question that consums my heart my soul my life.



damn i never knew i was so damn emotional!!

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ok i just started hs and im actually wrighting this from my class.its pretty cool here . no ones tried messing with me yet.well ill probaly be back in about 3 hours ,to my house that is.its cool buildings pretty big.and the teachers are really nice to.check this out the bathrooms are clean!thats a big plus.well im pretty much getting used to all the ppl. here.