ive had crushes, like BIG crushes, but ive never been in love. . .
my life is a daily battle, the environment where i am is so hard, the richer person is the one with more friends, it all depends on ur car, on ur clothin style, on the area where u live, or whose "daddy´s" company make more money...so all the guys just care about skinny rich and slutty girls, those girls who party almost every single day..im sick of all that u noe...im sick that some people hang out with me just coz i have a kwl house, or stuff..aah..all the boys just thinkin about sex, sex and sex..*rollin eyeballz* and if u get a lil fat its like a sin! omg shes fat! all the girls havin salads all day, and yeah i wont deny that ive been part of it, but..i dont wanna be part of dat plastic world anymore...i just wanna be me, depend on my style, on who i am inside, and ima be who i really am so, i met this guy and it feels like i can be myself when im with him, and i love it...hes the ""perfect guy"", funny, polite, simple,down to earth and hes so sweet, i think im fallin for him!jeez ive never been in love u noe, lol, i just dont think he likes me back, eventho he comes over my place sometimes, and seems like he treats me like his ""buddy&qu ot;" coz dats how he calls me somtimes..."&qu ot;buddy"" im like..."ah..aig ht lol" he ....ah..a teenage life..so complicated huh? lol i just felt like i wanted to write this ok..im not sentimental nor emo ew!