i guess ill post this poem......same rules apply....




hear the crying?
feel that pain?
who elses life is failing?
a boy?
a girl?
they're all the same
when it comes to pain
it doesn't evade
the youthful
and it often plagues
the old
anyone who comes near it
gets treated the same
yet
there's the level
the level of feeling
who takes it the hardest?
the old?
the young?
no.
the failures.
the quitters.
and the people who dont care for life anymore.
no light shines for them
all they see is darkness
will they recover?
maybe.
buried beneath the willow tree
is the life that they once knew
all the happiness
all the joy
all wasted away
beneath the willow tree
of sadness
and despair.

yeah, thats 4 days now.... i think once things calm down i might be able to sleep...until then, i have to keep up.......

omg... i just had a complete breakdown....im so fuckin embarassed..... i havent done that since june last year. at least no one was there this time. but still...... im completely stressed out, i havent slept in three days straight.
Fuck.

again, if you copy this, i will kill you and have no regrets doing it.



everywhere i turn
i seem to find
in the crowd
that face that haunts my mind
that face.......
once so sweet
those eyes......
once filled with joy
every time that they met
the new dawning day
happy to be alive
now wishing i couldnt stay
to see another tomorrow,
hoping the dawn will never come
just to be away.....
Free.
free from the weight
that life has to give
and praying
that i wont live another day.