My name is Emily. You can say that i have the biggest heart, but i never show it. I am different then a lot of people. Im still trying to figure out what i'm so different but i would rather stand out then fit in with everyone else. I have a lot of friends. Some i do care about, well i care about everyone but sometimes they stab me in the back and dont know what they want from anyone. I hate seeing people sad, i would want them to be happy and to know that there is someone in the world that does care about what is going on. I do worry a lot. I get jealous but its hard for me to get there. I'm really nice, but i can be a bitch if you really piss me off. I am what i am. i dont call myself anything but if you think i am something then fine that is your problem not mine. Im not a fake. im am not a cheater! I hate it when people think im something that im not. People need to grow up if you think its funny to piss someone off so bad that end friendships. Its immature and you need to really think about what you are doing. I love my friends, they are my life and my family. i dont know what i could do without them. My family is also my biggest support in everything that i do. You can say im obsessed with music i am but music is my life support its the most greatest thing about my life. It helps me over come somethings in my life. It also tells me that is always someone that is going through the same problem as you and you dont need to be alone. A lot of people say i am amazing, i am but if you really don't think that then i guess that is your fault cause you don't see me at all. You may look at me as a fake and think i do things for attention but maybe your the ones that want something to do to get attention for yourself. I would really like for you to get to see what kind of person i can be. I would really rather you to get to know everyone more before you take judgments. Love.. is hard to describe to anyone. It's also really hard to find. I thought i was, but it just ended up to be another heart break. Sometimes people make choices for the ones they care about, but sometimes things just doesn't go the way they wish it would. It could be like a fairy tale. when prince charming could ride up on his horse to give you your one true kiss. I know we all wish it could be that way. Some people it doesn't work out. Like for me, i always thought i will never find someone for me. I still dont think that. I gave up on trying a long time ago i thought it was just a waste of my time. But you know if you don't give up things could always work out for you. Not all the time but it will. Love is a strong word to say, But its nice to show the one you care for how much you really want to be with them and show that you would do anything to be in there arms. So that when you find that perfect prince charming you may live happily ever after. For me, thats a different story, i dont beleive in marriage or falling in love. i do get attached but i wish it would go away. i get hurt alot. i guess i just get the guys that think girls are just toys to mess around with, and see how many times have they watched you fall just to smile. boys can be stupid and so can girls but it just takes a long time to find who you can trust your self to be with. i dont know if i have found that person yet but when i do i think my life will change and i can be happy all the time without having anyone bring me down.

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