have you ever felt kinda sad or fretful when you listen to a certain song. i always feel like that. and it makes me wanna be a kid again. when i was always hanging with my best friend that lived next door to me. but now that we are all grown up i cant live the same way i did when i was younger. i wanna go back. it was when nsync and backstreet boys were popular. and dance music was in. i loved it back then. now all the music is rap and crap. its just not the same. im VERY sensitive to change. i always want things to be the way they were in the beginning. like if i move my bed to the other side of the room. i cant do it. i can never be used to it. cuz i miss the way it was before. i want things to be the same. it makes me sad how a persons life changes so drastically as they grow. i wish that never happens. its really hard to explain. and hearbreaking.