Maybe time for a hiatus again
Posted on: April 8, 2021, at 11:07:21pm

edit: apparently not since i started skillboosting right after i posted this

Mostly due to the fact that I've had no mental energy and my stamina has tanked quite a lot, but I've also been having some pain in my hand over the last couple of days. It doesn't help that my playstyle feels very tense and explosive, and trying to relax more leads to very sloppy and inconsistent play (especially on tech files). I could try to adapt more to a more relaxed playstyle, but the safe thing is to probably put the super serious grinding on the backburner. Maybe I'll work on av rank, it would be a little less intensive but only slightly, considering what the worse end of my ranks consist of.

I've also been finding more enjoyment making simfiles, so that's been taking time away from playing as well. I've been out of touch with my creative side for years now and it feels nice to have some of that back lately.

D7 may not happen for a while with everything going on in my life, but I'd rather not hurt myself, and trying to constantly get better is just frustrating lately.

(late night degen hours and going to bed at 7am don't help either but it's worth it)