Ever since I was a kid Life had forced me to believe Something was wrong with me Why did I feel so different Sometimes I’d wake up at night Teary eyed open to die I wanna sleep cuz in my dreams it feels more real than this reality we live in In my dreams anything could happen But awake I was just nothing I am a kid facing depression I’m nobody a nobody Oh how I wish you noticed me But who noticed me??? Nobody knows I had nothing Now I got everything I could ever want Why do I feel the same as before This emptiness inside has got me so confused When I had nothing I had nothing to lose When I was by myself These demons spoke into my head They told me things I did not like They said put this knife in your windpipe I grew up livin with a demon in my chest Everyday an isolation was another breath Taken away with whatever life I had left Every piece of my heart taken I was heartless How could I love another when I couldn’t love myself How could I love livin when I was so found of death How could I stay calm when my mind was always stressed How could I be proud of myself when my best was never good enough that’s as real as it gets Suicidal time bomb Tick tockin with no time left Now I guess it was best to escape this complex Prison in my sadness that’s killing my confidence

i like to write poetry, c-walk, dance tecktonik, jumpstyle, freerun, and generally life ( i like to question things about God and etc.)

i listen to all types of music except for some country i especially like rap, techno, and electronic music

i really dont like to watch movies but my fav so far is Push