Okay, so seriously. What the hell. My new boyfriend, whom i am so graciously sharing with my "friend" who stole him in the first place, is confusing the hell outta me. This so called "friend" is lying to him! And he was taking her word for it. But now he says he ain't leaving me. He doesn't want to lose me. He wants to meet my parents. He wants me to be open with them about him. And yet...the "friend" case still stands. WHAT NOW!? HOW DOES THAT WORK!?!?!? Yeah, and so. I feel kinda worthless. Another reason for me to not have a pic of myself up, just to clarify for cooke71892. ^^ yeah. so as of now, Mikami is so lost that she wants to go crawl in a hole and die. Which might actually be kind of fun. Huh.
~MiKaMi~

Okay. so I heard the words, "I love you!" from one of my friends the other day. And I got angry. And I almost threw up, too. That word. Love...uck. It makes me sick. So sick. Ever since...him...I hate the word love. I hear it, and i shudder. I cringe. It makes me SICK. And not only that, but T.O.M. came to pay me a visit today. Loverly. So now I'm cramping like no other, and feeling sick all at once. Oh, and I want to cry my eyes out. Painted my nails black. Loverly. Well I'm in my video editing class, and I'm trying to watch someone play a funny killing game. Heh. Stick figures murdering stick figures. So cute. So morbid. I love it. Ugh. That WORD. It burns my mouth. Disgusting.
~MiKaMi~

well, I'm done. I was engaged and then dumped. I'm so so so so super done with relationships. Love? Oh, my goodness. That word holds no meaning to me anymore. nor does it make a warmth grow within my heart. Love can go screw itself up the ass.

Okay. Mikami now officially has a love hate relationship with high school. I mean, hell, I enjoy hanging with my friends and all that, but I hate crushes. That is such an annoying thing to deal with. Like, I'm sort of in love with a guy, but at the same time, I have a huge crush on a new kid that I recently became friends with. And he likes me back, but we aren't sure about dating yet. Which is frustrating. Then there is the problem with tardy bells and homework. I hate it. I also have something against a girl I have been friends with for a long time. But I for some reason cannot stay mad at her for very long. At all. So I keep getting myself screwed over majorly. Ugh. Well. I guess that was an update on me to be honest. Oh yeah. Chicken french fries. O.o
~MiKaMiRiNrIn~

He-ey ya....he-ey ya...no. Seriously here. Heartbreak. Mikami here. I'm going through a bunch of it and I think it is making me go crazy. I swear I saw a green penguin run across my room today. Well this morning. I'm typing this cause I've got time in my class. But yeah, I cried for two hours today cause I got backstabbed by someone who said that they loved me. Which was obviously a lie. Which sucks cause I fell for it. So yea. That's Mikami's thought today.