Fighting Myself (Depression)
Posted on: July 28, 2013, at 04:01:28am

Captivating thoughts... can I obtain success?
If I were to try, could I really do my best?
Do I have worth, am I... worthless?
I live through hell... is this my test?

I'll never see the end of pain for as long as I can see.
I'll never be the man I could, unless I am set free.
Although I try, I only fail.
I'm left with just an empty shell.

I am but a burden to my kin, no values found within.
A waste of time and space, in someone else's place.
If just once I could just provide...
Would this hate and shame subside?
Were there a "happy place to find..."
Would these thoughts then leave my mind?
This bad intent and suicide...

Killing me... weakening my soul
Stealing what once made me whole...
I always think it's gone away,
Then it comes back another day...