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I miss it
Posted on: September 23, 2008, at 04:09:55pm

I miss my life. I miss my relationship with my family. I miss all of my old friends. I miss my innocence, and all the good things I had. I miss everything that was before I even discovered the internet. But even though I miss it... as I think, I realize there are so many things, I would also never give up about my present... I would never give up my best friends, Phil, Charlie, Justin, Anwar, and others. I would never give up the new heart and lifestyle and faith in God I'd found. I would never give up all the silly things I did, the things I learned from the evils, and the great experiences I had. Above all I would never give up my love Wade and what he and everyone else has taught me about God... I love this all more than my old life. Even when I had my innocence. Even when my family and I did get along... Even when I had my old friends... I wouldn't give it up if my life depended on it. And now, it almost feels like it's getting ready to collapse. And I'm about ready to die ;-; I don't know why it feels like this.... Everything seemed so perfect. God, don't let this feeling become reality.....

1: justin_ator
Posted at 7:37pm on September 23rd, 2008

Oh my. You must be able to read minds from all across the US. Woah. You totally just put my thoughts into a Random Thought. StRaNgE!..?!...
2: RASUNA
Posted at 8:28pm on September 23rd, 2008

T_T im sorry your feeling like this, i wish i didint have to see you go throw this, i will be praying for you, and whatever hapinds i still love you, i always will :')
3: justin_ator
Posted at 8:36pm on September 23rd, 2008

I'll be praying for you too.
4: Family_Of_Geniuses
Posted at 8:43pm on September 23rd, 2008

thanks guys. and Justin lol, I was just speaking my mind, maybe I'm just another typical teen huh? lol xD
5: justin_ator
Posted at 8:50pm on September 23rd, 2008

xD
6: justin_ator
Posted at 8:50pm on September 23rd, 2008

Woo gooooo teens with depressional mentalities! xDD
7: RASUNA
Posted at 2:02pm on September 24th, 2008

see its times like this whare i feel sad...left out, cause i have no idea what you two are talking about =_=
8: justin_ator
Posted at 4:50pm on September 24th, 2008

Wade fits right in here too lol.
9: Family_Of_Geniuses
Posted at 4:52pm on September 24th, 2008

lol Justin lol
10: RASUNA
Posted at 2:42pm on September 25th, 2008

...i dont know what he meens...
11: funmonkey54
Posted at 2:44pm on September 25th, 2008

Well, I think she can. I was just thinking this. I am but a few months from leaving FFR. Things are really bad at work and I lost my job. My dad is about to quit his job too, so I am really worried about how all this will work out. And I am working to make sure the people of FFR remember me, if I do leave.
12: Family_Of_Geniuses
Posted at 2:46pm on September 25th, 2008

Wade: don't worry, neither do I XD so let's just smile, and act like we know what he's talking about XD
and Charlie: whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttt nooooooo don't leave me Charlieeeeeeee *clings*
13: justin_ator
Posted at 4:29pm on September 25th, 2008

Lol that reminded me of the Charlie the Unicorn thing with Candy Mountain. "Charlieeeeeeeeee." If you haven't seen that, go to Youtube and watch it. Lol.
14: Family_Of_Geniuses
Posted at 4:37pm on September 25th, 2008

oh trust me, I have. It and it's second. and all the fan vids that followed its making.
15: justin_ator
Posted at 4:45pm on September 25th, 2008

Wait, what?
16: Family_Of_Geniuses
Posted at 4:52pm on September 25th, 2008

I'm serious, after watching Charlie the Unicorn 1 I kept browsing for other related vids |D
17: justin_ator
Posted at 5:02pm on September 25th, 2008

Oh lol. I saw the ' and thought "it is".
18: Family_Of_Geniuses
Posted at 5:05pm on September 25th, 2008

oh woops lol