So first I got to the church today at like 4 PM, waited like an hour for them to go to Menards to buy a sheet of dry wall, along with paint. Then they came back with dry wall that was way to tall for me lol, and tons of little bottles of Crayola finger paint XD first I did two practice paintings. Then I felt totally unprepared despite the practice when I had to go on stage in the middle of the speaker's message, and paint the picture again. Eventually, I forgot anybody was there though lol. And I went freaking crazy. It was so much fun, I was flinging paint everywhere, and making a hugs mess(I painted my jeans and shoes in the process lol) and finally, I walked off stage before the message was done, washed my hands, came back in, and saw how messy, childish and colorful it was. Pretty much it was a freaking blast. After that they did worship, and all the songs were loud, joyful songs, and I danced and sang at the top of my lungs, and screamed for joy. My and my irl bff went crazy with the dancing. AND GUESS WHAT. OTHER PEOPLE CAME OVER TO US AND JOINED IN!!!! It was sooooo AWESOME! Usually the crowd in there is dead, but today everybody really got in the mood, it was so exciting!!!!!! GOD WAS THERE FOR SURE TONIGHT!!! WOOOOOO!!!!
the following is my favorite song they did tonight:

I AM FREE TO RUN, I AM FREE TO DANCE, I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU! I AM FREE!

Okay so originally I was gonna draw some pictures for Wednesday night sermons. Well guess what. Yesterday at the meeting, I showed one of the youth leaders the pictures I was planning on. And he just all of a sudden out of the blue told me that he wants ME to do a simple painting ON STAGE in like FIVE MINUTES DURING THE SERMON THIS. WEDNESDAY. NIGHT. I have never done this in my life. In fact, I rarely ever paint. I'll only get like one chance to practice. It'll have to be GIANT and on a huge piece of paper/sheet/canvas on the wall. Wow, when Jesus pushes me to do something, He really pushes hard. He pushes to the max lol. Past the max. This in every way pushes me out of my comfort zone. I have to do it fast, on stage in front of like a hundred students, with paint, on a giant canvas(or w/e). Yeah this as opposed to drawing things slow, alone, with pencil, on small pieces of paper.... yeah you get the idea.

Messed up but funny lol