Gaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Posted on: April 30, 2007, at 06:14:32pm

I feel just horrible. The first thing that went wrong was at the computer lab at school today. I was so frustrated that speed mods still didn't work in reverse that I started making some very loud noises, and everyone looked at me. Then, I couldn't find that girl, even though I looked for a quite a while, I hope she didn't skip or anything.

Also, when I got home, I checked again to see if speed mods worked in reverse, and nope, they didn't. This REALLY bothers me. I mean, I'd rather be banned for the same length of time than be without speed mods while upscrollers have them. Also, if it takes as long for that to be implemented into reverse, it's going to be well over a year, based on how long most of the other things they've added have taken. I've tried many times to learn upscroll, but I'm just totally inept at it, it's like trying to write with my left hand or something. Upscrollers control everything around here, and I can't stand it. They get r2, resonance, multiplayer, and downscrollers didn't. Well, they got MP after over a year after when upscrollers got it, but still. They even added autofail since upscrollers couldn't see their timing, yet it doesn't seem to make much difference for downscrollers, I very rarely bother even messing with it. I've gotten to where if I still have my combo, I pretty much know how many goods I've gotten, assuming I haven't mashed. Actually, I'm so destroyed by all of this that I pretty much can't even play FFR now. I tried, but I did so bad it was unbelievable, and I'm just too down to make it any better. Too tell the truth, I'll be happy just if I wake up tomorrow morning and realize that I'm still ok.

It's gotten to where it's like, "What have downscrollers even gotten in this entire time I've been here?" We've gotten MP for the last almost 4 months, and now, those of us that are subscribers also have speed mods of 1.25x and 3x, which still doesn't have any anywhere near the speed I would like, but everything else added to this site in the last over 3 years has been for upscrollers. I'll admit we've gotten things like new songs, but still. Since I feel downscrollers have had things so unfair, I changed my location to discrimination world, and I've decided I think I'll try making my next tourney for downscrollers only, with a huge prize.