Let me add to that a bit...
Posted on: March 28, 2007, at 11:41:19pm

Read the comment below this one first.

Yes, I know xjohnieboyx probably didn't really donate a bunch of money to FFR or anything, it just feels like he should have had to to me.

Also, the tiebreakers in shash's tourney suck also, consider it only changes every 2 rounds, meaning I'm stuck whoring the same insane song for 2 weeks+ each time, possibly a lot longer, and the tiebreakers are always dreadfully hard and bad, and it's not like I can FC them anymore, once they reached the fotbb/SP level, even though I actually came very close on fotbb (798 combo). Plus, the further we get into this tourney, the less often it seems like shash updates the thread, and there's just no excuse for that, since there are a lot less people in each round than the previous one, and the further we get, the more I need updates.

Another thing that bugs me is the whole speed mods thing. The subscribers got a short time where they could play FFR on 2x, but it never worked correctly in reverse, which is the only way I can play worth crap, so I feel like a lot of the other subscribers got to play FFR on 2x scroll rate, and I didn't, and speed mods are what I've dreamed of for years in FFR now, so this just kills me. Now I don't know if or when I'll get to do this again, which really sucks.:(

Now there are also way too many gamewhores around, considering 4 months ago my score was in the 7 billions, and I was ranked 6, but I've gotten all the way up to over 11 billion today, and in doing that, I've dropped all the way down to rank 9, since shark, rage-, and lump have all played more than me during that, and passed me, yet I've passed no one. As the person that's been in the single digit ranks for probably a year longer than anyone else has now, I really don't want to drop out of them.

FFR just doesn't seem fun anymore. With all of shash's AAA crap, I now feel like I need to go for the AAA on basically anything challenging or lower, and if I don't AAA, then I haven't done very well. There are probably about 5 songs challenging or less that are exceptions to this, but that really isn't very many.

I hate to say it, but I liked FFR a lot more back in 2004. Err, I don't hate to say it, I want the word to be spread! All these tokens, a tourney with way too easy of songs, retarded new songs, gargantuan unfairness to reverse players, etc., are really making me not like things around here.

Now let's see, what can I think of on the bright side of things. I have tons of credits, but I talked about this earlier, and I still never got my credits for coming in 2nd in the advanced division of the official FFR tourney in 2004, but that's ok, I could probably earn that many credits faster than I could convince tass to give me that many, but no one that was in that official FFR tourney or the previous one got any of the credits that tass said they would, and the large credit prize was the only reason I signed up for advanced, too. Otherwise, I would have selected intermediate.

Ok, so I'll admit I'm a pretty good player, but that doesn't make me happy, since I still want to be better, even though the better I am, the worse of a time I have, since I the harder something is, but not filled with jack syndrome, the more I like it, and those songs are getting nearly impossible to find in FFR for me now, considering the only hard stuff left for me other than some trash like silence is evil jack syndrome songs.

Ok, so maybe I have some pretty cool friends on this site, but they just don't seem as real to me as people I can meet in real life, but they are probably the only reason I'm still here. Anyway, enough of me saying all this stuff that bothers me, this time, I WILL come up with how to fix FFR tomorrow.