わたし 、 かいぶつ
Posted on: July 10, 2014, at 01:29:50pm

...This is a grandest apology to all the friends I have come to know through this site. I feel as though I have mistreated you all through my unending silence. For me to stay so silent around you all, despite all I have asked for before...

I can't even see myself as a friend to you all, demon that I am.

The weight of my conscience now pulls my very being to the ground, forever lost, seeking an answer through others that cannot come through them, but is hidden within my own frailty.

I now doubt that I ever deserved such amazing friends such as you all I have met, seraphim to my rotting oni.

Divine judgment wreak havoc on my soul...perhaps then I may see some light.