i dont think i have a really really good friend like one who plays around with me like joking, and advises me, an knew all about me, understand me, idk but i dont think i do sometimes i feel like no one understands me:( and i just wona get my pocket knife and cut myself til i feel pain and when that happeneds i forget all about my problems:( sure i got good friemds but i just dont have the one best friend top 12 aaron lopez, benjamin rivera, ismaei maylo perez, brandy endsley, yasmeen de los santos, luis navarro, teresita franciso, brenda porras, julio elias, brandy endsley, drake, and gimmy. top 10 the ones i can talk to and they understand me kinda, and talk to the most at skool and they all give me good advises:( top 6 aaron lopez/awesome weirdo, benjamin rivera/cool werido, ismael maylo perez/smiley, julio elias/smokey, brandy endsley/walking around buddy, and the next is between drake and gimmy, top 6 those ppl are the ppl i can count on maybe yea i think so they are just awesome:) out of those ppl i need to find the best friend:( well it cant be drake or gimmy cause i well there not here in the same city and dont talk to them like alot alot, it cant be brandy she may be a cool and awesome friend but sometimes i think she isnt listening to me, it cant be smiley cause he gives me good advise and plays around with me joking and alot more but when were in the halls well i thnk he has more important things to do cause he is a gangster, it cant be smokey cause he well i cant talk to him during skool only if i go skiping and ditching but i talk to him apot in webcam but he is a good listener we joke around and he listens i listen and we work things out plus he is a gangster to, and aaron and ben weirdos but they are cool awesome we walk around alot and be weird they understand me and kinda give me advise and they wait for me to leave first well aaron does and me and aaron talk alot thru webcam to:) so i guess i have my top 2 aaron and smoekey:) but i love all of them just how i love all of my friends and ppl i dont know but i love them the most i <3 them:) well i guess i have to go to sleep a little earlier then yesterday but its all right sucks im going to sleep early but im bored so ima go night night:)

every holiday gets ruin my someone this year this holiday was actually fun but then my little annoying bro ruined it and my ex bf why this alwasys happens to me:(

Fudeing hate him my ex man but i got to do it tell himthe truth about himself:/ now u stay quite wat the fudge those he mean i miss having u wat the hell he knows wat he did omg hate him:\ this time its real im not gona let him win this time i win game on:) but when u stay quite i know that im right and thats wat ur doing:D yea like trying to act innocent on me that he ugghhh didnt do that wat a liar:/ uuuuugggggghhhhhh i wona fudgeing scream and just hit that dutchbag:( tought so he stayed quite again he doesnt know wat else to say right:( wat he said ughhh
``Look I promise u I dint tell them that I always like being with u and I always try to tell u hi bt uvalways wiy that guy :( [:(] anvi promisevu I dint tell them that and ive been wanting to hang out wit u again like we use to`` yea right wat guy wat the hell this guy ughhh wants to make me crazy or wat :( i still think he is lieing he is a fundeing liar an a dutch bag but dont worry he is not getting a stepclose to me:( wh ydid i fell in love with u but i get it now u just want me for one thing and u almost had me there but now u wont get close to me cause im not letting u and im not letting myself either never fall in love till u know that guy very good cause they will hurt your feelings:/ i think for that moment i was miserble but now i am not but still i had friends helped me out of it but still i forgot him once twice third time but srry i can forgive u again but i dont want nothing to do with u just not even saying hi just nothing to do with u:( instead of having a bf ill have friends and i wont get into a serious relation til i know the guy good and friends is better then having a bf is kinda ,iserable being in a relation but some ppl are lucky:/ he just told me he wants to hang out like we used to but how everything is diffrent idk ppl give me answersshould i hang out with him again or no but just trying to be friends:/ please ill like to know:\

seriously who are they chasing now th ecops are looking for someone and chasing someone it cant be danny i know probably rudy or their friends but this late at night and im awake but the ppl that are asleep soo not cool to does pplD: my neighborhood is not that bad exept some ppl and the neighborhood next to us is really really bad but some of those ppl are cool exept the things they do:)

my puppy died im never gona forget her Beauty i love u im never gona forget u :(