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Posted on: August 13, 2008, at 11:39:11pm

I cry to show truth to my eyes.
I cry to show why I decided to live the way i did,
cuts on my arms,
but a smile on my face,
as if never ever happened to me.

Miss me for my gentle ways and nature,
miss me in my grave,
leave love to the side,
but bury the music into my heart,
miss me for only the little while,
and go on with your days,
leave this stranger to find her angels wings to go up to heaven with the music in her heart,
no tears filling my eyes...but i cheated.

I ended a life that i once had,
but i still go to heaven?
Must be a trick God made for me,
or was it my time to die?

I look onto the gates of heaven,
its brightness intimidating me,
knowing that i shouldn't be here but i want to be here,
but i should,
but i shouldn't,
you know i could't,
unless i wouldn't,
but i back away slowly
and take the wings off,
watching them fly away,
so i look down at the fiery
pits of hell and i pay for my judgement,
i killed me,
I burn forever.

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   Posted at 11:47pm on August 13th, 2008

   i die and try to understand , gods way to help rid this world, of evil and darkness with pain aand blindness to die today by his cruel way of kindness